[00:00.000][00:10.119] I don't know what I was thinking[00:12.091] Leaving my child behind[00:14.520] Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind[00:19.700] With all this anger, guilt and sadness[00:22.145] Coming to haunt me forever[00:24.454] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river[00:28.687][00:29.801] Is this revenge I am seeking[00:31.853] Or seeking someone to avenge me?[00:34.416] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free[00:39.585] Maybe, I should chase and find[00:41.719] Before they'll try to stop it[00:44.564] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet[00:48.670][00:49.635] It's been so long[00:51.833] Since I last have seen my son[00:53.814] Lost to this monster[00:55.456] To the man behind the slaughter[00:59.398] Since you've been gone[01:01.596] I've been singing this stupid song[01:03.794] So, I could ponder[01:05.861] The sanity of your mother[01:08.821][01:29.973] I wish I lived in the present[01:31.828] With the gift of my past mistakes[01:34.410] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes[01:39.421] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember[01:44.427] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper[01:48.445][01:50.079] Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified[01:54.560] What happened to my son? I'm terrified[01:59.445] It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting on bigger[02:04.695] I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there[02:08.649][02:09.518] It's been so long[02:11.513] Since I last have seen my son[02:13.706] Lost to this monster[02:15.437] To the man behind the slaughter[02:19.485] Since you've been gone[02:21.609] I've been singing this stupid song[02:23.886] So, I could ponder[02:25.764] The sanity of your mother[02:28.644]