[00:00.00] 作词 : ILqnz[00:01.00] 作曲 : MONJOE/ILqnz[00:06.74]Never imagined that[00:12.12]My cozy dark room will be taken away like this[00:26.65]Never imagined that[00:32.20]My sister would set me free like this[00:46.15]I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone[00:55.74]I see her courage praised ornately[01:05.65]But all I remembered was that[01:09.30]She was a ruler of my mind[01:15.34]She was a ruler of my mind[01:28.30]All her restrictions that I followed even after she left[01:40.71]Weren’t the worst part[01:48.95]It was her diary that showed[01:57.54]Her life going by as if I wasn’t there[02:07.27]The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene[02:16.98]Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it[02:26.35]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry[02:36.19]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart[02:46.17]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry[02:55.94]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart[03:06.47]I will never understand what they think[03:11.31]This is my first ever move[03:14.63]And I just wanna break everything[03:17.97]Since I read her words[03:20.51]“You are free” what does that even mean?[03:26.10]My afterlife has begun[03:31.16]The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene[03:41.11]Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it[03:50.42]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry[04:00.31]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart[04:10.22]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry[04:20.00]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart