[00:03.54]Drowning myself every night[00:06.71]Me versus me has always been my biggest fight[00:09.53]I've been so confused for so long[00:12.96]And the answers always seem so far out of sight[00:15.22]So I fill it up, fill it up one more time[00:19.25]So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right[00:23.84]I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light[00:28.12]I just want to feel whole again[00:31.70]So I can let you in[00:34.63]I just want to feel whole again[00:37.60]I just want to feel whole[00:40.91]Oh where is my self control?[00:47.36]Where is my self control?[00:57.60]I've been thinking this could be the end of me[01:02.49]Who is this person in the mirror I see?[01:10.05]I have come so far, thought I was so strong[01:14.49]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long[01:21.69]I never thought this would be me[01:26.23]But now I'm on the verge of self destruction[01:31.24]How could this happen to me?[01:36.43]I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything[01:43.99]So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone[01:49.84]My father didn't raise me to become this[01:52.98]Where did I go wrong?[01:55.45]There is not much left of me[01:59.32]I can't feel the ground beneath my feet[02:03.55]There is not much left of me[02:08.09]I let everyone around me down[02:10.41]And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle[02:13.53]Just to block out the sound[02:15.85]God I need you now![02:18.77]I've been thinking this could be the end of me[02:23.56]Who is this person in the mirror I see?[02:31.12]I have come so far, thought I was so strong[02:35.65]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long[02:42.33]This is my vice, this is me weak[02:52.36]I need your love to erase this doubt[02:55.64]I need your hand to pull me out[02:58.60]Sometimes I feel like I will never learn[03:02.41]Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn[03:08.51]Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?[03:12.64]I take another sip[03:15.01]The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit[03:19.24]This can't be all there is[03:23.12]I've been thinking this could be the end of me[03:28.06]Who is this person in the mirror I see?[03:35.21]I have come so far, thought I was so strong[03:40.20]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long[03:46.40]And the only one to blame is me[03:54.21]Who have I become?[04:00.36]This is my desperate shout[04:02.93]Pull me out![04:04.25]Pull me out![04:06.57]God I need you now!