[00:00.00] 作曲 : Atmosphere[00:00.00] Whatta you mean what was my childhood like?[00:03.84]What difference does that make?[00:07.47]Yo, my childhood was messed up, so what?[00:09.60]Everybody's childhood was messed up.[00:12.84]This is the 90's, find me one person who had it right.[00:15.06]What's that got to do with me rhyming?[00:17.46]What's left?[Slug][00:20.97]Now when my mother died[00:22.38]I had to take it in stride[00:23.94]There ain't no room for pride in watching your father cry[00:26.70]And dad made it until maybe a year later[00:29.28]When they found his suicide inside of a grain elevator[00:32.46]Got over it,[00:33.18]I had no other offers or options[00:34.92]Thought about whether or not mom and pop was watching[00:37.56]Never bothered with caution, no time for fear[00:39.90]Saw my folks carry fear for most my early years[00:42.69]And I learned from it, turned numb and ignored the storm[00:45.81]A burning sun waiting for the world to plummet[00:48.24]Finished growing up under my uncle's roof[00:50.64]He taught me how to count all the way up to 100 proof[00:53.73]From watching him[00:54.54]I learned how to gather nourishment[00:56.22]Living off the different women that he had to nurture him[00:59.01]And on the surface[00:59.94]I became a normal pre-teen[01:01.47]More afraid of nuclear war than snake bites and bee stings[01:04.14]My best friend was my[01:05.04]TVGame shows and cartoons substituted for puppies, rainbows, and balloons[01:09.39]Now here I am, the shy type, and[01:11.13]I think I'm doing alright[01:12.42]Considering what it was like living my life[Chorus (repeated)][01:19.41]It's nothing but sunshine[01:20.88]It's all sunshine[01:22.08]It's nothing but sunshine [Slug][01:35.64]Now it's been 17 summers since[01:37.47]I've seen my mother[01:38.43]But every night[01:39.15]I see her smile inside my dreams[01:41.04]When I was younger[01:42.03]I didn't actually see the accident happen[01:43.89]But every night[01:44.43]I see her smile as it shatters against the screams[01:46.71]I can only imagine[01:47.76]Dad's internal reaction[01:49.35]Strain, inferno burning, bound in his brain[01:51.87]What's it take to make a man who owns acres of land[01:54.42]Abandon the family plan and drown himself in his grains[01:57.66]I'm glad I left that farm in[01:58.92]Northern Minnesota[01:59.97]Where the time moves slower and the winters are colder[02:02.40]Became a city boy, where everybody acts like they older[02:05.19]Where they stick to themselves and keep a chip on they shoulder26 years of age, no longer full of rage[02:10.50]I think it's safe to say[02:11.43]I've turned a page on my childhood days"Ay yo look Ma, I'm a productive member of societyWhen I'm drunk I make noise, but otherwise I live quietly"[02:18.51]And on the weekend[02:19.44]I go back up north to reminisce[02:21.42]Remember what it was like pretending to be a kid[02:23.82]Late at night[02:24.42]I walked the fields and lurk in the shadows[02:26.52]Getting even with life by murdering cattle [Cow Skit ] [ Chorus (repeated)][03:12.72]It's all sunshine[03:14.04]It's nothing but sunshine[03:15.48]It's all sunshine(And I'm gonna be alright, and you gonna be alright,You ain't gotta hold my hand, just walk with me tonight)[Fade out](What it is, it ain't,and what it ain't it is,is a theme of a Virgo)