[00:44.440]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead[00:48.050]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead[00:51.840]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die[00:55.290]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why[00:59.420]Same game but I'm gonna reset it[01:02.330]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it[01:06.630]So you say I've got a ****** up aura[01:09.940]You just remain innocent, I ****** up for ya[01:14.040]Forrest Gump, I'm in it for the long run[01:15.570]Feels like time's suspended while the song runs[01:17.670]The Earth's freezing, so quiet I can hear a bird sneezing[01:21.280]But I'm freezing out here, but I'm tryin'a make it a different season out here[01:23.690]What's your reason out here?[01:24.890]I wrote a few new campfire chants[01:26.560]Guaranteed to make a few vampires dance[01:28.610]Damn right anti-stab[01:30.320]Meet at the camp side as I burn my advance[01:32.090]On the curb by the branch till it burns right to ash[01:33.840]Booked to the future but learned by my past[01:36.000]Tell the world I am mad and we're not on speaking terms[01:39.050]Maybe in a week I learn, lately I've been needing a burg[01:41.530]Going crazy I'mma need some church[01:58.680]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead[02:02.120]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead[02:05.900]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die[02:09.510]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why[02:13.440]Same game but I'm gonna reset it[02:16.610]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it[02:20.820]So you say I've got a ****** up aura[02:24.200]You just remain innocent, I ****** up for ya[02:27.490]Now I lay myself down to sleep[02:28.620]At thirty-thousand feet, the Earth's down beneath[02:30.610]What I'm looking around to see[02:31.340]I parachute miles above the clouds[02:33.050]I'm coming down smarting up before I dumb it down[02:35.580]Centrum, depends on the ground, how far it gets, how hard I hit[02:38.380]Tic toc and you don't stop or we can go up at a friend that I quit now won't cop[02:42.840]Tic tic or you don't quit[02:44.570]Today I owe my dealer and a friend made a bet with a whole lot[02:46.540]Quit tryin'a figure out what changes people[02:48.030]I say famous egos go to nameless zeros[02:49.830]In a race against time and I don't even know what I'm running for[02:51.660]I'm just doing it cause I'm ******* bored[02:54.180]No reason to lie, give me one of yours[02:55.600]Try cover up my lies, no cover tour[02:57.860]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead[03:01.060]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead[03:04.830]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die[03:08.580]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why[03:12.750]Same game but I'm gonna reset it[03:15.400]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it[03:19.830]So you say I've got a ****** up aura[03:23.100]You just remain innocent, I ****** up for ya[03:27.280]Here's where Copy goes beserk, hold your perks[03:29.530]Now only being sober works, oh for sure[03:30.840]Next week you'll be phoning jerks[03:32.360]Check out what the price goes for perps[03:33.990]Maybe but uhh, what if I'm wrong, what if you're right[03:36.280]Pat yourself on the back and get my butt up to fight[03:37.860]I won't shut up in life I know too well what struggle is like[03:39.560]Go change you, I got angels[03:41.740]My dad is a left, my mother's a right[03:43.300]Dad's left cause he left and my mother was right[03:45.510]She told me "never quit" you'll discover the light[03:47.170]Remember the end of the tunnel with the sun in my sight[03:49.080]I see clearly when I'm deep in thought she hears me[03:51.400]And she talks back to me, it's no weird theory[03:53.040]I'm just waiting to meet up with her with no clock[03:54.770]To the to the tic tic you don't stop[03:56.780]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead[04:00.200]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead[04:03.960]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die[04:07.360]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why[04:12.020]Same game but I'm gonna reset it[04:14.620]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it[04:18.840]So you say I've got a ****** up aura[04:22.090]You just remain innocent, I ****** up for ya[04:26.730]