[00:00.00] 作词 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood[00:01.00] 作曲 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood[00:05.93]I’ll keep the pictures saved in a safe place[00:12.18]While I look so weird[00:15.24]My face has changed now[00:18.18]It’s a big shame[00:23.64]So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth[00:29.19]And it’s not that rare for me to let myself down[00:33.31]In a big way[00:39.24]But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that[00:45.14]It’s not the same anymore[00:49.23]I lost the joy in my face[00:50.98]My life was simple before[00:53.14]I should be happy, of course[00:57.38]But things just got much harder[00:59.21]Now it’s just hard to ignore[01:01.25]It’s not the same anymore[01:09.17]It’s not the same anymore[01:13.10]It’s not the same, but, it’s not a shame ‘cause[01:17.70]I spend a long time putting up with people[01:21.23]Putting on best face[01:23.40]It’s only normal when you stop things in the wrong way[01:27.53]It’s only four o’clock and still, it’s been a long day[01:31.82]I just wanna hit the hay[01:33.61]People knocking on me like every day[01:35.44]I’m tired of taking stress[01:37.72]If only there could be another way[01:39.62]I’m tired of feeling suppressed[01:42.01]And when they want me the most[01:44.02]I’m tired of acting like I care, but I do[01:49.48]And I can’t wait to hit the bed[01:52.01]But tomorrow makes me scared[01:54.20]‘Cause it’s not the same anymore[01:58.47]I lost the joy in my face[02:00.28]My life was simple before[02:02.41]I should be happy, of course (Of course)[02:06.25]But things just got much harder[02:08.41]Now it’s just hard to ignore[02:10.58]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same)[02:14.11](It’s not the same)[02:16.30](It’s not the same)[02:18.17]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same)[02:22.12](It’s not the same)[02:24.31](It’s not the same)[02:26.18]Oh-oh[02:28.05](It’s not the same)[02:30.74](It’s not the same)[02:32.85](It’s not the same)[02:34.32]Oh-oh[02:38.48]I kept the feelings inside[02:42.87]I open up when shit gets built up this high[02:47.01]She makes it easy to cry[02:51.51]The words fall out of me and there’s no more disguise[02:55.57]I miss the days when I was someone else[02:59.97]I used to be so hungry[03:02.31]Right now, my stomach’s full of air[03:06.83]And I’ve spent many months just hating on myself[03:10.68]I can’t keep wishing things will be different[03:14.35]Or leaving problems on the shelf[03:16.04]I wish I didn’t need to get help[03:19.27]But I do[03:23.42]But I do[03:26.34]Oh-oh-oh[03:35.89]I been so hard on myself, yeah[03:45.20]Even my family can tell[03:47.47]And they barely saw what I felt[03:49.66]I wouldn’t wish this on my enemy or anyone else[03:53.85]It’s not the same[03:57.17](It’s not the same)[03:59.40](It’s not the same)[04:01.21]It’s not the same as before[04:03.78]It’s not the same anymore[04:07.18]And it’s fine because[04:42.03]I’ve learned so much from before[04:46.82]Now I’m not sure on advice[04:48.63]There’s no excuses at all[04:50.70]No point in feeling upset[04:52.59]Won’t take my place on my floor[04:54.92]I’ll stand up straight like I’m tall[04:58.90]It’s up to me, no one else[05:00.83]I’m doing this for myself[05:02.80]It’s not the same anymore[05:05.90]It’s better[05:08.87]It got better[05:11.57]It’s not the same anymore[05:14.15]It’s better[05:20.57]Yeah, yeah[05:29.27]Oh-oh[05:34.49]Oh-oh-oh-oh[05:39.25]