Anxiety Wins - Joyner Lucas/blackbear.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Joyner Lucas/Blackbear
[00:15.603] Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
[00:22.445] Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you win, I let anxiety win
[00:27.352] All of my friends is too cold, they wanna hang out but I don't
[00:30.816] Don't wanna be bothered, I know, but I hate being alone
[00:34.251] Tell me what's happening with my soul, I try to get past it, but I won't
[00:37.638] You think that I'm crazy, but who knows, I might be, maybe
[00:40.420] Take a walk on my shoulders and you might see life in a way that you never seen it
[00:43.907] If you feel like I do, then you might blink twice so you realize you were never dreaming
[00:47.331] Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated
[00:50.702] But I know I got a million reasons, shit is getting kinda real this evening
[00:54.048] I can't keep my head down, maybe I need to pray
[00:56.781] Cause I ain't been sleeping days
[00:58.176] I gotta get out of this evil place
[01:00.305] Or maybe I need to stay
[01:01.573] Stare at the mirror, the truth is I ain't my reflection cause all I can see is shade
[01:04.939] Can somebody, anybody please relate, do you feel the same light?
[01:08.249] I think my tension is building, my stress is a killer
[01:10.030] My head that is filling, the pressure is filling
[01:11.859] Expression and healing deflecting and still I'm expecting
[01:14.005] I feel I'm connected, but really I'm stressing out
[01:15.782] How you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in?
[01:18.608] As soon as I think that I'm close to win, anxiety taking control again
[01:24.154] Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
[01:30.974] Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in, I let anxiety win
[01:37.972] I'm just out here try, trying to exist, I let anxiety win.
[01:44.731] Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
[01:49.722] Sometimes feeling depressed, sometimes I'm crying and that shit's weird
[01:53.034] Sometimes feeling alive, sometimes I'm thinking I'm happier
[01:56.420] **** it, I roll this blunt, somebody come bring me a pack of beer
[01:59.896] This wind, I'm feeling ****ed up, so anytime my problems disappear
[02:02.868] Who am I, who am I? Can't no one tell me nothing
[02:06.299] Oh my God, oh my God, look at them got me buzzing
[02:09.710] Just in time, just in time, ain't no one I can trust
[02:13.095] And all of my fears are really assumptions, what am I scared of?
[02:15.849] Really it's nothing, maybe I'm bugging, maybe I need to pray
[02:19.165] Cause I am in sleeping days
[02:20.468] I gotta get out of this evil place
[02:22.622] Or maybe I need to stay
[02:23.845] Stare at the mirror, the truth is I ain't my reflection, cause all I can see is shade
[02:27.338] Can somebody, anybody please relate, do you feel the same light?
[02:30.435] I think my tension is building, my stress is a killer
[02:32.190] My head to the ceiling, the pressure is filling
[02:34.023] Expression and healing, deflecting is killing
[02:35.724] Expecting to feel I'm connected, but really I'm stressing out
[02:38.052] How you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in?
[02:40.920] As soon as I think that I'm close to win, anxiety's taking control again
[02:46.491] Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
[02:53.280] Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in, I let anxiety win
[03:00.419] I'm just out here try, trying to exist, I let anxiety win
[03:07.018] Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win