[00:00.000] 作词 : Keyanta Bullard[00:00.116] 作曲 : Keyanta Bullard[00:00.233]I ain't gon' lie, bro[00:03.525]What?[00:04.989]I literally feel like I'm[00:06.301]Like, I ain't gon' lie, like it's a lot of people in this world that'll get on the mic[00:09.702]But I feel like I'm the greatest, bro, like real shit, bro (For sure)[00:11.912]I feel like I'm the greatest, bro (Why?)[00:16.764]Like I feel like nobody[00:19.563]Like put a picture of they life on the pavement and like let the world see the shit (Simo Fre just killed it)[00:20.931][00:21.851][Verse 1][00:23.268]They say time heal, but I don't see shit gettin' better[00:27.166]Why would I [?][:27] my rеceipt, hatin' out a gold metal[00:29.571]And death so еasy, nobody told me that shit lasts forever[00:33.130]Ain't a bad person, girl, on God, I'm sorry, I just ain't know no better (I ain't know no better)[00:36.102]I'm sorry, I could've been way better than I should've been[00:40.069]I'm sorry, I could've been more open, but I had lost my friends[00:43.096]I'm sorry I couldn't be the person I'm 'posed to been for you[00:45.913]I lay on the mic when I speak like this, but, baby, it's the truth[00:47.274][00:48.719][Chorus][00:49.850]And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go[00:55.812]Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go[01:02.254]And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go[01:08.938]Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go[01:09.736][01:11.055][Verse 2][01:13.925]Grandma called my phone today, she said she worried 'bout me[01:17.340]She told me slow down on the drink and let my liver breathe[01:20.205]But, grandma, it's not easy[01:21.671]But I know my kids need me[01:24.543]I don't like when they call me real, I did somethin' flaw to my dog[01:27.554]Hope it don't cost our relationship over, hope we resolve it in a call[01:30.551]No lie, get on the mic, I spit my life, I been through it all[01:34.014]I called your phone, I wanted to vent, but **** it, forget that I called[01:36.993]I feel like I'm flyin'[01:41.005]Sometimes I feel like I'm dyin'[01:43.823]But I can't deny it[01:47.271]I know I don't feel like I'm tryin'[01:50.086]Feel like I'm the reason why all my dogs locked in they situation[01:52.900]But I know I'm the reason my dogs died, they in the ground agin'[01:55.836]And I'd do anything for Ksoo, I went broke for his case (Facts)[01:58.877]Starin' at my bank account with a baby on the way, yeah (Facts)[02:02.328]When I cheated, I denied it, she know I lied to her face[02:05.283]Baby, I never was perfect, but I came a long way[02:08.242]The world look at me like I'm the realest, but sometimes I be trippin' (Trippin')[02:11.285]I told the judge I'm innocent, but with a mind of a menace[02:14.771]Four walls in, locked in, workin' on myself[02:17.650]Lord knows I love my brothers, but I'm better by myself[02:21.188]****ed up when I ain't noticin' I ain't haven nothin' left, huh[02:24.029]I'm a walkin' testimony, feel like I'm dyin' on my death bed[02:27.503]Yeah[02:28.313][Chorus][02:29.646]And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go[02:34.596]Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go[02:41.162]And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go[02:47.153]Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go