[00:00.00]Didn't I tell you to get your tail up out of that bed[00:03.70]And get ready to go to church?[00:05.61]You can't lay there and sleep all day[00:07.49]You gotta go to church![00:08.82][00:14.39]Uh, what's a ***** in America?[00:16.77]Why the **** is we here?[00:18.31]Why you tell me go back where I'm from[00:20.63]When you dragged me here?[00:21.96]Why we born to be poor?[00:23.43]Why our fathers be gone?[00:25.39]Why my father forsake us?[00:27.14]Why my momma so strong?[00:29.23]And on my momma I'd kill ya[00:30.74]On Faris, I'd kill ya[00:32.73]***** we were so broke, split 20 dollars a weekend[00:36.10]I, never cried but I realized what we were missing[00:39.68]My mind had a ***** on edge, I started sellin' and cheatin'[00:43.12]Said **** the government, **** the man[00:45.21]**** the Feds, **** the law[00:46.62]See Que was ****** my girl, too ****** hungry to care[00:49.94]I started sellin mo', thinking bout Zip[00:52.81]Thinking what I did, ****** her friend[00:55.30]****** her homie, then ****** again[00:57.41]I started sippin on liquor[00:59.14]Couldn't cope wit the changes[01:00.89]We went back to the hood[01:02.53]Started slanging and bangin'[01:04.54]Feds was outside my house[01:06.24]Second time we got raided[01:08.15]Everything was for you[01:09.74]I want to get you that coupe[01:11.65]Black and young and a **** up[01:13.61]I wanna prove this to you[01:15.15]That I could be more than a boy[01:16.85]But a father with you[01:18.75]I, wish I could change[01:20.61]But God you made me this way[01:22.31]So I'm gon keep my faith high[01:24.03]And bow my head and just pray[01:25.83]Like this[01:26.80][01:27.30]Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord[01:34.14]Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord[01:40.72][01:40.98]I was so young and dumb[01:42.29]You were so young and dumb[01:44.01]Allan was in the picture[01:45.90]I was gon' pop dat *****[01:47.72]Celebrity status now[01:49.19]You in a wedding gown[01:51.09]You was gon' be my wife[01:53.00]Move to a newer life[01:54.83]Tried to make dreams with you[01:56.45]Still I'm so proud of you[01:58.28]Look at the woman from a girl a flower blossomed too[02:01.83]The prettiest of them all[02:03.55]You was gon' have it all[02:05.33]You was gon' have the mall[02:07.11]But you still got it all[02:08.75]Shower you wit' some poems[02:10.71]Shower you wit' some songs[02:12.59]Remember the drawing I made?[02:14.50]Remember the flowers I gave?[02:16.15]Remember the time that we spent?[02:17.97]Remember the time that we missed?[02:19.72]Don't let that happen again[02:21.53]Go find you a better man[02:23.33]And go have that baby boy[02:24.90]And make him a better man[02:26.54]Tell him his mother loves him[02:28.66]Just like she used to love me[02:30.30]And play him this tape for you[02:32.00]Tell him what we been through[02:33.78]So we can both raise that child like we promised, we would do