[00:00.000] 作词 : 2eight/小鸡烫鸭[00:01.000] 作曲 : Seto[00:05.300]Feat. cxx[00:08.564]作词:lil tea 小茶[00:10.822]作曲:seto[00:12.579]混音:Gin[00:13.033]后期制作:Gin[00:14.790]黑暗中醒来[00:17.299]麻痹的肢体在渐渐苏醒[00:22.068]我害怕醒来[00:24.829]迷路的神经何时有归期[00:28.341][00:31.101]声音全部屏蔽[00:32.605]享受来之不易的宁静[00:34.363]闭上眼睛屏住呼吸[00:36.370]这种feeling陌生又熟悉[00:38.376]i pray to the lord to forgive my sin[00:39.379]((我向上帝祈祷,原谅我的罪过)[00:40.633]赎罪的代价是 take all my wins[00:41.227](带走我所有的胜利)[00:42.482]黑夜里无声的哭泣[00:43.894]在提醒我“nobody can save me”[00:45.149](没有人可以救我)[00:46.153]没法帮助就请别伤害[00:48.410]把我推入无尽黑暗[00:50.419]痛苦没终点永远下一站[00:52.177]成功几率永远不超过一半[00:54.184]困了却不想去 睡觉[00:56.191]躲避着现实的 嘲笑[00:57.949]假如我不自卑 年少[00:59.958]金钱地位都想 得到[01:03.723]Shout out to X rest in peace[01:05.480](向xxx tentacion致敬,安息)[01:06.483][01:08.492]黑暗中醒来[01:11.002]麻痹的身体在渐渐苏醒[01:16.021]我害怕醒来[01:18.530]迷路的神经何时有归期[01:23.809]人世间太多 流言蜚语[01:27.825]想要证明自己[01:31.341]指针瞬时跑 自尊在乞讨[01:35.359]注定煎熬[01:36.865][01:39.625]Run run run away[01:41.633]这个世界没人懂你的心碎[01:43.641]假装无所谓 不用去安慰[01:45.399]因为我 aka 没心没肺[01:47.407]其实每个深夜的崩溃[01:48.662]我都在努力忍着[01:50.168]I just don’t wanna say[01:50.916](我只是不想说)[01:51.359]折磨着内心还阻止我入睡[01:53.055]孤独的像地球最后的人类[01:55.314]Everyday I doubt myself[01:56.067](我每天都怀疑自己)[01:57.070]活着的意义我还在寻找[01:59.077]现实的光照亮绝望中我的渺小[02:01.083]说放弃的时间还早[02:02.838]Ball so hard (我现在无懈可击)[02:03.846]曾经看轻我的人现在全都闭上嘴[02:05.601]shut the f**k up[02:06.602]看着我 看着我 dancing in the dark(在黑暗中起舞)[02:08.608]baby i will shine no matter where yeah[02:10.615](我在哪都会闪耀)[02:12.370][02:12.370]Outro:[02:12.370]i’m sad to know yeah[02:16.301]知道这些我很难过[02:17.075]sad to know yeah[02:17.326]知道这些很难过[02:20.589]i’m sad to know yeah[02:21.091]知道这些我很难过[02:24.355]just let it go yeah yeah[02:26.112]就让它顺其自然吧