[00:00.000] 作词 : Evan Angstrom/Isaiah Faber/Vittorio Barnett[00:30.826] I hate that I miss you so much[00:32.556] No matter what I do I’m never enough[00:34.595] I’m getting high on these drugs[00:36.591] Cause you’re the only one who made me feel loved[00:38.614] Now I’m watching movies alone[00:40.501] I’m sleeping on couches, I don’t have a home[00:42.457] I changed your name on my phone[00:44.591] I’m having hard time letting go[00:46.795] I’m on mood stabilizers and anti-depressants[00:49.330] I don’t know what you’re expecting[00:51.106] Numb for so long I don’t live in the present[00:52.934] Out of my mind I can’t finish this sentence[00:54.953] I’m not a nice guy[00:56.204] I’m on so many drugs that I can’t cry[00:58.108] And It’s breaking my heart we departed[01:00.123] Cause I know that this ain’t how we started[01:02.344] And I know that you care for me[01:03.818] That’s why we gotta handle this carefully[01:05.723] Hindsight’s where we gained all this clarity[01:07.771] All this weight on my shoulders could bury me[01:09.890] And I didn’t mean to do you like that[01:11.777] Now you’re in our room packing my bags[01:13.606] You can tell that I’m wearing a mask[01:15.557] Cause it’s harder for me to connect[01:18.013] I hate that I miss you so much[01:20.016] No matter what I do I’m never enough[01:21.890] I’m getting high on these drugs[01:23.868] Cause you’re the only one who made me feel loved[01:25.861] Now I’m watching movies alone[01:27.822] I’m sleeping on couches, I don’t have a home[01:29.737] I changed your name on my phone[01:31.700] I’m having hard time letting go[01:33.746] Seeing all black, cause you blinded me[01:36.237] Trapped, but I’m tryna to leave[01:38.238] I can’t be bothered[01:39.924] Still love drunk with this monster[01:42.292] Loosen my laces, won’t run one more step[01:46.071] Faced with the matrix but both pills are red[01:49.986] Perfect illusions, no grapes on these vines[01:54.171] Picked every flower, the moon lost its shine[01:58.009] Lies and lust only led us to sorrow[02:01.991] Learn from mistakes, praise the lord for tomorrow[02:08.857] I hate that I miss you so much[02:11.087] No matter what I do I’m never enough[02:12.962] I’m getting high on these drugs[02:14.936] Cause you’re the only one who made me feel loved[02:16.950] Now I’m watching movies alone[02:18.781] I’m sleeping on couches, I don’t have a home[02:20.831] I changed your name on my phone[02:22.766] I’m having hard time letting go[02:24.913] I hate that I miss you so much[02:26.705] No matter what I do I’m never enough[02:28.697] I’m getting high on these drugs[02:30.709] Cause you’re the only one who made me feel loved[02:32.675] Now I’m watching movies alone[02:34.466] I’m sleeping on couches, I don’t have a home[02:36.524] I changed your name on my phone[02:38.524] I’m having hard time letting go