[00:22.94]Fear can drive stick[00:25.01]And it's taking me down this road[00:28.00]A road down which[00:29.70]I swore I'd never go[00:33.06]And here I sit[00:34.57]Thinking of God knows what[00:36.76]Afraid to admit[00:38.94]I might self-destruct[00:40.38]So lock the windows[00:46.63]And bolt the door[00:49.06]'cause I've got enough problems[00:51.44]Without creating more[00:52.56]I feel like I was born[00:57.06]For devastation and reform[00:59.57]Destroying everything I loved[01:00.88]And the worst part is[01:05.00]I pour my heart out, reconstruct[01:07.69]And in the end it's nothing but[01:09.44]A shell of what I had[01:12.07]when I first started[01:13.09][01:26.15]Usually I'll cause my own first hit[01:31.09]It seems to me[01:32.21]to be slightly masochistic[01:33.46]But there'd be no story[01:37.84]Without all this descension[01:41.59]So I inflict the conflict[01:44.09]With the utmost of intentions[01:47.46]So lock the windows[01:49.90]And bolt the door[01:52.34]'cause I've got enough problems[01:54.65]Without creating more[01:55.46]I feel like I was born[02:00.40]For devastation and reform[02:02.97]Destroying everything I loved[02:04.71]And the worst part is[02:06.15]I pour my heart out, reconstruct[02:11.15]And in the end it's nothing but[02:13.34]A shell of what I had[02:15.59]when I first started[02:19.59]Thank you God[02:21.28]For giving me the insight[02:25.03]So I might make[02:28.02]These wrongs right[02:29.91]If and when[02:31.46]There ever is a next time[02:35.46]'cause failure is a blessing in disguise[02:40.97]Pour my heart out, reconstruct[02:46.09]And in the end it's nothing but[02:52.96]A shell of what I had[02:55.15]when I first started[02:58.09]A shell of what I had[02:59.78]when I first started[03:03.09]I feel like I was born[03:06.41]For devastation and reform[03:07.65]Destroying everything I loved[03:08.78]And the worst part is[03:10.28]I pour my heart out, reconstruct[03:15.09]And in the end it's nothing but[03:18.96]A shell of what I had[03:21.27]when I first started[03:23.71]When I first started[03:29.84]A shell of what I had[03:32.15]when I first started