[00:18.132]Sometimes I want you to hurry[00:21.824]So we can get to the end[00:25.745]I ’m sick of telling a story[00:29.832]That I just couldn ’t defend[00:32.105]I want to cross the sea[00:37.98]But it ’s not up to me[00:40.554]All things done and said I ’m going under again[00:44.994]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you[00:48.427]I ’m back at the start but I don ’t know where you are[00:53.245]In the hope and the shame I ’ve missed you[00:56.366]All things said and done I ’m left holding the gun[01:01.244]Holding the gun[01:04.248]Tearing at the seams while I try to believe[01:09.94]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you[01:22.30]You ’ve never given an answer[01:25.833]That didn ’t give you away[01:29.828]You say you ’re doing your best to hold the light[01:33.969]But you ’re not even awake[01:35.837]I want to cross the sea[01:40.911]But it ’s not up to me[01:44.481]All things done and said I ’m going under again[01:49.37]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you[01:52.451]I ’m back at the start but I don ’t know where you are[01:57.39]In the hope and the shame I ’ve missed you[02:00.370]All things said and done I ’m left holding the gun[02:05.358]Holding the gun[02:08.365]Tearing at the seams while I try to believe[02:13.51]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you[02:17.490]She ’s starting to breach[02:19.369]And flooded with fear[02:21.271]She ’s taking on water mixed with tears[02:25.175]It ’s under my feet[02:27.234]And over my head[02:29.181]I don ’t understand how you can sleep through this[02:36.751]All things done and said I ’m going under again[02:40.999]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you[02:44.424]I ’m back at the start but I don ’t know where you are[02:48.916]In the hope and the shame I ’ve missed you[02:52.340]All things said and done I ’m left holding the gun[02:57.138]Holding the gun[03:00.366]Tearing at the seams while I try to believe[03:05.74]For years and for hours I ’ve missed you