[00:13.08]She said I'm not pointing fingers[00:15.92]And he said yes you are[00:19.48]'Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't[00:24.83]If I told you I'd been walking[00:29.47]Out in the dark night thinking[00:32.72]Would you take as truth this alcholoics word?[00:37.61]I can't change what's done is done[00:43.47]But I can tell you this[00:45.78]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins[00:52.71]And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying[00:58.92]Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me[01:05.34]I'm trying[01:09.79]I'm trying[01:16.41][01:19.96]She sat down on the floor[01:22.61]And said I wish I was stronger[01:25.81]Right now I feel fragile as glass[01:31.28]I want to believe you[01:35.43]Believe what's held you has freed you[01:38.95]And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back[01:44.70]My parents think I'm crazy for staying here this long[01:52.50]But there's nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong[01:58.98]I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to think you're lying[02:05.57]And though I haven't found the faith yet, that I need[02:12.19]I'm trying[02:16.38]Oh, I'm trying[02:22.43][02:25.78]He asked, do you want me to leave?[02:34.37]'Cause if you do, you know I will[02:37.57]But she said, much to his disbelief[02:48.29]No, I love you still[02:55.10][02:56.70]He said I don't know why I've been the fool[02:59.60]But I can tell you this[03:02.67]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins[03:09.27]Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying[03:15.91]Said, I haven't been the man I want to be[03:21.82]But, I'm trying[03:26.35]Oh,I'm trying[03:33.73]I'm trying[03:40.06]Oh Lord, I'm trying[03:46.11]