[00:01.54]drown me in despair[00:04.51]i’m broken[00:06.11]way beyond repair[00:08.64]from sulking[00:10.67]over the times that we’d never get back[00:15.32]drunk every night with a cigarette pack[00:20.00]but it’s only fair[00:23.30]that i’m broken[00:24.82]way beyond repair[00:27.87]i know that[00:29.42]it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged[00:33.62]i’d end it all but that’s not what you want[00:38.61]so it’s hard to bear[00:42.97]cuz i know you still care[00:48.08]but i wished you hated me[00:52.44]as much as you tried to[00:57.16]but you’d never hate[01:00.78]me as much as i do[01:06.30]and my only fear for[01:08.63]when i’m no longer here[01:10.87]is that you’ll find someone else[01:13.17]who’ll deserve all your tears[01:15.97]and i know that sounds selfish[01:20.53]but i just can’t help it[01:25.53]been well prepared[01:28.52]to go now[01:30.12]i’ll be somewhere[01:32.84]you know how[01:34.53]i tend to leave all the ones that i love[01:39.29]just to pretend like i won’t give a ****[01:44.03]to see what we built[01:46.21]become a ghost town[01:48.59]swallowed by guilt, like my pills[01:51.78]i’ve broken down[01:53.37]every night, i go through withdrawals[01:57.99]but it’s only right for all of my wrongs[02:02.74]it’d be easier to bear[02:07.07]if you never cared[02:12.17]i wished you hated me[02:16.50]as much as you tried to[02:21.42]but you’d never hate[02:24.84]me as much as i do[02:30.73]and my only fear for[02:32.74]when i’m no longer here[02:35.00]is that you’ll find someone else[02:37.18]who deserve all your tears[02:40.20]and i know that sounds selfish[02:44.91]but i just can’t help it