[00:00.000] 作词 : Maëldan Wilmet[00:01.000] 作曲 : Maëldan Wilmet[00:15.331](And I)[00:18.474]woke up, to the sound of the phone[00:20.366]it's late at night, like a quarter to four[00:22.637]I pick it up, it's an unusual voice[00:24.726]not the one I know, and I dropped to the floor[00:26.950]cuz that's when I got it, that is when I knew[00:29.077]that's the moment my heart ****ing broke in two[00:31.308]I couldn't take it, I went up to the roof[00:33.536]just thought what if i jumped, would I be with you[00:36.036]so many words, that were said, if only I could take them back[00:40.786]Now you go on ahead, but soon, I'll catch up at last[00:45.567]I can't understand, I could almost hate you for that[00:50.449](But wait)[00:51.579]what if I'd done things different[00:54.058]The hellos aren't worth the goodbyes, it looks as though we're all made to bleed[00:58.636]Time just isn't slowing down, it's making me wish I were made of steel[01:03.031]What if I gave up and died, would the shape of your world even change a bit[01:07.484]Can't even tell if I'm crying, are those tears on my face, is it raining still ?[01:11.794]The hellos aren't worth the goodbyes, maybe it's something we're just not meant to see[01:16.287]But I think I'm tired of the fight, not even myself's got a friend in me[01:20.654]What has become of my life, I'm still tryna heal the scars you left me with[01:25.295]I refuse to sit on the side, I'll become whatever you didn't dare to be[01:29.748]I got some knowledge, didn't get it in college,[01:31.740]there sure ain't no shortage,of so-called apologies[01:34.490]And my problems, they common, but solving, those problems, is taking just way too much out of me[01:38.898]it takes courage, but I got the shoulders, the numbers don't matter, got no-one to share them with[01:43.386]Without troubles, then I would be starving, cuz I'm basing all my songs, off of the pain I feel[01:47.945]Lord, why do you take our souls[01:49.610]please answer my prayers, I been through all the rules[01:51.799]you know I never beg, buit now I'm begging you[01:53.831]if you had to take them, wasn't it a bit too soon[01:56.291]I don't know the plans, and I won't question you[01:58.502]I just hope they can rest, thley not suffering too[02:00.597]I don't need a helping hand, I need the truth[02:02.877]at this point, I'm writing just to make it through[02:04.963]I can't run nor hide (I can't hide away)[02:08.651]why won't the ghosts stop coming back (they back again)[02:12.701]Just wanna leave a mark[02:14.709]I'll give it all I've got[02:16.979]live on in someone's heart[02:18.961]I just wanna leave a mark before I fade into the dark[02:23.197]The hellos aren't worth the goodbyes, it looks as though we're all made to bleed[02:27.871]Time just isn't slowing down, it's making me wish I were made of steel[02:32.185]What if I gave up and died, would the shape of your world even change a bit[02:36.801]Can't even tell if I'm crying, are those tears on my face, is it raining still ?[02:41.234]The hellos aren't worth the goodbyes, maybe it's something we're just not meant to see[02:45.588]But I think I'm tired of the fight, not even myself's got a friend in me[02:50.177]What has become of my life, I'm still tryna heal the scars you left me with[02:54.368]I refuse to sit on the side, 'll become whatever you didn't dare to be