[00:00.00] 作词 : Titan夏添[00:01.00] 作曲 : Titan夏添[00:02.00] 编曲 : Titan夏添[00:15.03]Wasn't raised religious[00:18.24]But I wish that I was[00:21.99]Having nothing to believe in[00:26.28]Has been killing my buzz[00:30.70]Yeah, I cut my hair[00:34.08]Close the blinds[00:36.10]Play Hallelujah like two dozen times[00:39.94]And yesterday I tried to pray[00:43.76]But I didn't know what to say[00:46.64]I'm too sad to cry[00:48.77]Too high to get up[00:50.63]Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up[00:54.59]Don't like to talk[00:56.62]Just lay in my bed[00:58.63]Don't even try to go out with my friends[01:02.69]Lied to my doctor[01:04.83]She knew I was faking[01:06.80]Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em[01:10.77]I try and I try[01:12.90]But I'm too sad to cry[01:19.10]Can't tell my mama[01:21.89]It makes her worry[01:26.16]I'm not suicidal[01:30.13]But sometimes the lines get all blurry[01:33.93]Yeah, I cut my hair[01:37.72]Closed the blinds[01:39.98]Played Hallelujah like two dozen times[01:43.97]And yesterday I tried to pray[01:47.71]But I didn't know what to say[01:50.85]I'm too sad to cry[01:52.73]Too high to get up[01:54.66]Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up[01:58.74]Don't like to talk[02:00.78]Just lay in my bed[02:02.74]Don't even try to go out with my friends[02:06.71]I lied to my doctor[02:08.85]She knew I was faking[02:10.86]Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em[02:14.78]I try and I try[02:18.06]But I'm too sad to cry[02:50.54]I'm too sad to cry[02:52.74]Too high to get up[02:54.71]Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up[02:58.78]Don't like to talk[03:00.80]Just stay in my bed[03:02.78]Don't even try to go out with my friends[03:06.86]Lied to my doctor[03:08.69]She knew I was faking[03:10.79]Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em[03:15.00]I try and I try[03:17.86]But I'm too sad to cry