[00:00.000] 作词 : Grant Bastin[00:01.000] 作曲 : Grant Bastin/Dustin Svoboda[00:05.874]end I've dreamed a life[00:09.369]Where ashes never fill the sky[00:12.347]But it's all too far from me[00:18.836]And it seems I'll die[00:22.455]The maggots tethered deep inside[00:25.350]Can you see them in my veins?[00:32.074]If passing can't exonerate[00:35.387]The sins around my name[00:38.650]I'll stand before thy Father[00:41.419]Dressed in corpses and remains[00:46.183]You think I'd open up[00:48.317]And then I'd spill myself for courtesy?[00:55.075]It's getting kind of hectic[00:56.653]I'm getting kind of hectic with it[01:01.673]My teeth are gritting[01:03.141]Chipping away with every sentiment[01:08.214]It's getting kind of hectic[01:09.676]I'm getting kind of hectic with it[01:14.145]I'm never gonna let them inside[01:18.340]Now my memory mustn't cling to remembering lips[01:30.580]The time has run out[01:35.367]It's fading now[01:38.736]And I'm slipping faster[01:43.833]But I'm just as pretty[01:46.015]And I'm skinnier[01:47.642]When I destroy myself[01:52.189]Into your gaze[01:56.216]But I feel the apprehension[01:59.096]While I'm craving the release[02:02.701]Just set me free[02:09.719]Now my memory mustn't cling too far away from you[02:34.702]Believe what I'm saying[02:37.874]My words ring complacency[02:41.612]All that I see is[02:44.439]The way that you made me[02:47.671]In which form of prose[02:50.335]Best conveys my moroseness?[02:54.184]I'll go out in style[02:56.862]Let my death be bespoke[03:01.663]And see my knuckles turning white[03:04.105]While my skin fades to blue[03:10.389]My God[03:13.674]The noble rot's stained deep inside me[03:20.758]Now my memory mustn't cling too far away[03:31.971]From you tonight[03:38.814]Now my memory mustn't ring through[03:49.446]Lest we forget that I-[03:52.037]I could've ended it then[03:53.571]I should've ended it all[03:55.214]I could've made my coffin small[03:58.468]But tonight I'll try[04:04.264]Well I'm the ghost of a would-be suicide[04:08.287]A living corpse in exchange for another life[04:11.578]So tonight I'll die[04:17.474]And take what's mine