[00:11.18]You’ve given this pain such a beautiful name[00:15.87]That burns each time it leaves my tongue[00:20.25]Usually I don’t feel this ashamed[00:23.47]But when I see your face[00:26.18]The guilt begins to fill my lungs[00:31.08]I know this won’t get less difficult for me[00:34.66]If I don’t trust anyone[00:36.73]But if it’s this difficult it must mean[00:39.69]You’re not just anyone[00:42.47]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you[00:47.56]I cannot pretend that I don’t care if I do[00:51.56]I’m begging not to know what you’re up to now[00:54.44]I’m playing pretend to not let my guard down, baby[00:58.07]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you[01:24.60]And you said you’ve heard I haven’t changed[01:28.32]Regardless of my shame[01:30.54]Set fire to my pride for fun[01:34.76]No relations; situations is all I do[01:38.35]But I know that I must grow to be loved[01:42.82]Before I love someone[01:45.84]I know this won’t get less difficult for me[01:49.36]If I don’t trust anyone[01:51.18]But if it’s this difficult it must mean[01:54.49]You’re not just anyone[01:56.25]You’re not just anyone[01:57.76]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you[02:02.32]I cannot pretend that I don’t care if I do[02:06.35]I’m begging not to know what you’re up to now[02:08.97]I’m playing pretend to not let my guard down, baby[02:12.69]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you[02:41.46](I cannot, I cannot pretend)[02:54.13](I cannot, I cannot pretend)[02:57.06]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you, yeah