[00:00.000] 作词 : heylog [00:01.000] 作曲 : heylog [00:11.501] Heylog?[00:24.143] Xona[00:24.592] In the winter my hair turns dark, and the tips curl[00:28.094] When can I learn how to meet a girl?[00:31.325] Hurry back, need to defend the available angles[00:34.260] I swear I've made contact with monsters and angels[00:37.108] In the winter my skin dries after a shower[00:40.405] Don't care for the sun but I love all the flowers[00:43.348] You missed my call, now she thinks she has the power[00:46.783] Do what you want, just know that you are a coward[00:49.936] Oh hi, didn't see you waving by[00:54.370] It's not like you're wasting my time[00:57.718] Finding out what it's like to be the light[01:01.954] 'Cause you, um, don't know where I'm coming from[01:07.086] Your life's only just begun[01:10.170] I can show you what it's like to feel numb[01:14.387] 'Cause I hate when I'm alone[01:19.124] I've witnessed what she honed[01:22.270] It burns me through my core[01:25.285] So tell me what's—[01:28.348] And I don't wanna waste my time[01:31.550] See a blur of image that I like[01:34.724] Seeing nothing but girl who tries to lie[01:39.444] And you wish that I'll fall again just to show your other friends[01:45.946] But I know I'm adamant, toxic is your finest edge[01:52.339] Day by day it's on myself, feeling weaker on my guilt[01:58.479] Told no one I needed help, it's on myself[02:04.370] Need to get my life together climbing up steep hills[02:07.550] Enjoying the sunset under the windmills[02:10.898] I cannot stand here, nor can I sit still[02:14.101] I'm not on anything nor do I take pills[02:17.248] I'm done with everything nor do I even care[02:20.351] Do you want attention?[02:23.422] Laugh all you want I'm just tryna be nice here[02:26.554] And I don't know why, I don't know why[02:29.689] I think I'm normal, maybe a little weird[02:32.818] Do you think I'm here? maybe something's not clear[02:35.897] I got my morals, tryna meet my peers[02:39.345] Don't need a sign on why I need you, right?