[00:11.967] And I'm trapped in my own world[00:14.456] Nothing feels right[00:15.524] My head's in a twirl[00:17.138] I bloodied up my bed[00:18.377] I'm sick of taking meds[00:19.781] Can't get you out my head[00:21.100] Can't get you out my head[00:22.837] And I'm sick of all the bullshit[00:25.971] I can't take it anymore[00:28.693] It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity[00:34.060] And I just watch the rain fall[00:35.449] I bang my head on the wall[00:36.993] I can't answer your call[00:38.382] I'm bleeding from my eyeballs[00:39.890] And I'm having withdraws[00:41.163] My body's shaking uncaused[00:42.600] I need to put my life on pause[00:44.080] I perform then you applaud[00:45.479] Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered[00:48.247] Constantly struggling I'm turning monster[00:51.137] Formatting myself please let me restate[00:53.879] Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate[00:57.081] But I wake up feeling sad[01:00.397] I just want you out my head[01:03.206] Cut my vein it's bleeding red[01:06.241] Cried all night yeah I am scared[01:08.337] And I just wait for your call[01:09.684] Shorty said she wanna ball[01:11.190] Then she ghosts me like Shoko[01:12.541] I need a girl like Kato[01:14.063] And I am having trauma[01:15.411] Feel like I'm Monokuma[01:16.896] Setting up Holy Grail Wars[01:18.217] Fate stay night Rin Tohsaka[01:20.172] And I'm trapped in my own world[01:22.331] Nothing feels right[01:23.980] My head's in a twirl[01:25.433] I bloodied up my bed[01:26.848] I'm sick of taking meds[01:28.196] Can't get you out my head[01:29.539] And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok[01:34.086] And I just really hate to live like this[01:35.739] But that's just how it ****in' is and it's stayed that way[01:39.897] Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it[01:42.618] Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this[01:48.651] And it's clear that I hate it[01:50.314] But I can never face it[01:51.479] (I just want you here in my arms)[01:54.139] And I'm sick of all the bullshit[01:57.087] I can't take it anymore[01:59.836] It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity[02:05.178] And I just watch the rain fall[02:06.750] I bang my head on the wall[02:08.123] I can't answer your call[02:09.477] I'm bleeding from my eyeballs[02:11.082] And I'm having withdraws[02:12.404] My body's shaking uncaused[02:13.989] I need to put my life on pause[02:15.259] I perform then you applaud