Cry for Me, Die for Me - RUSSELL!.mp3

[00:27.91]Why won't you hold me
[00:32.71]Cause things don't look so bright
[00:35.05]Don't yell console me
[00:39.31]Cause i been up all night
[00:41.97]I need you to cry for me
[00:48.23]Theres not to many that would die for me
[00:55.86]I need you to cry for me
[01:01.61]Theres not to many that would die for me
[01:08.52]Yeah
[01:09.14]Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and shit
[01:11.30]Isolated and alone and shit
[01:12.90]Still waiting on a call from you
[01:14.54]But shit s not a move cause you don't exist
[01:16.35]Mom died, I'm feeling old and shit
[01:18.03]Its way to fast how i grown and shit
[01:19.65]Got me feeling hella down, down
[01:21.49]Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it
[01:23.13]I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet
[01:24.80]I'm 24 i ain't live yet
[01:26.43]I'm 24 and hella pissed
[01:28.13]I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque
[01:30.07]Theres people living that got less than me
[01:31.79]So i just try to think the best in these
[01:33.42]Situations that be stressing me
[01:35.14]So i don't act out to problems too aggressively
[01:36.91]Put people really tryna push me
[01:38.47]People really tryna brush me
[01:40.37]Out the wrong way
[01:41.56]On the wrong days
[01:42.28]But i just know they hella *****
[01:43.74]The other night i felt like ending shit
[01:45.49]Got me calling up my ex and shit
[01:47.21]Got me smoking cigarettes and shit
[01:48.94]Alcohol got me confessing shit
[01:50.74]Confessing things like
[01:51.43]How Im mad afraid
[01:52.56]Mad afraid that this will all fail
[01:54.27]Telling Pat to get a normal job
[01:55.86]Telling Dad that i ain't doing well
[01:57.51]Telling Mom that i done met my days
[01:59.25]My job got me hella sad and shit
[02:00.90]Cause this supposed to be the shit i love
[02:02.61]My job supposed to give me happiness
[02:04.30]On days i dream about my mom screaming
[02:06.05]Laying down tryna fight for life
[02:07.78]Tears start run down my face
[02:09.46]I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes
[02:11.15]Cause everybody think I'm strong
[02:12.86]Everybody think I'm stainless steel
[02:14.66]Everybody think I'm made of metal
[02:16.53]They don't get Im ******' made of real
[02:18.15]They don't get i done slaved for real
[02:19.79]They don't see i had a major deal
[02:21.46]They don't know that i slept on a couch
[02:23.30]Tryna plot shit out, so i could make it here
[02:25.03]Theres certain things that i want to say
[02:26.68]But i don't know how they make you feel
[02:28.41]They told me "Russ you were made for this"
[02:30.11]So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and imma)
[02:31.98]Why won't you hold me
[02:36.05]Cause things don't look so bright
[02:38.43]Don't yell console me
[02:42.49]Cause i been up all night
[02:45.26]I need you to cry for me
[02:51.43]Theres not to many that would die for me
[03:00.45]I know you been waiting
[03:03.68]I know you been patient
[03:08.21]Alright check
[03:13.96]I been contemplating
[03:16.98]On leaving life
[03:18.68]But you make me
[03:22.91]Want to stay (want to stay)
[03:36.45]And as this night goes on
[03:37.56]I imagine me holding you clsoe
[03:40.22]Cause you're the one i trust the most
[03:43.04]Tears fall on my shoulders
[03:45.07]Tremble sometimes i get
[03:46.22]So forgetful that you're always here
[03:49.21]If not physically
[03:51.23]Then through me
[03:53.80]Rest easy, thank you