The After - 塞壬唱片-MSR/Chris Mann.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Adam Gubman/Sage X Price
[00:00.321] 作曲 : Adam Gubman
[00:00.642] 编曲 : Adam Gubman
[00:00.963] 制作人 : Adam Gubman
[00:01.284]This costume fits.
[00:08.114]Bold colors, let's express it!
[00:13.538]We'll paint it red,
[00:20.179]Cut deep, a new aesthetic
[00:23.610]Don't forget it,
[00:25.946]I am not a scripted actor,
[00:26.947]Not your puppet, not my master,
[00:28.338]I can thrive, my new creations
[00:29.754]On the wings of ever afters
[00:31.595]inherent in the lack of breath
[00:33.002]Your fallacies have led to this!
[00:34.714]Don't let it get to my head
[00:35.747]Pause, think, instead….
[00:39.731]So I gotta take a minute in the thick of it
[00:42.331]and reflect upon the story and the final twist
[00:45.234]While the knife creates a door, a sort of reclamation
[00:48.523]I fear there is no joy in simple transformation
[00:51.418]But a whisper in my ear from future selves becoming
[00:54.386]More myself than I have been when I was just a nothing
[00:56.947]When an orphan reeks of talent, yet is wrought in sadnes,
[01:00.667]A solitaire, a masterpiece, a crimson shade of madness?
[01:03.634]So I stuck to my ideals, and watched you all unravel
[01:06.242]And the years taught me to question every lie you'd peddle
[01:09.274]And I knew that if I wanted change, I had to meddle
[01:12.226]Burnt it all right to the ground, and it helped me settle.
[01:16.018]I am free
[01:18.651]What I choose to be, when I
[01:21.834]Cut away the shadows holding back my dreams,
[01:27.530]And if I ever fail, I'll be an idol still!
[01:32.474]I will rise renewed, Creator,
[01:40.075]Slick precision, artist's vision, plant the seeds
[01:45.178]And what will grow, will grow while crimson flows,
[01:53.035]This is my duty to create enigmatic fate!
[01:59.370]Every picture that I've ever painted
[02:01.386]Has been a twisted joke, a way to comprehend my fate and,
[02:04.170]Now you're standing lonely with no troupe behind you,
[02:07.530]This is you, exactly how I thought I'd find you…
[02:10.217]Tho your words and all your actions caused internal crisis,
[02:13.201]Tragodia, I came to understand where I sit!
[02:16.363]And when you fall, it's hard and wet, and full of years of no regret
[02:19.210]I question if it's really worth the pain your words beget,
[02:22.321]Your soul in debt, despite a moments satiation - the cold hell of manipulation.
[02:27.362]Does it take a shadow, flickering with light to show me?
[02:29.961]or a flower bathed in white to dance to get me growing?
[02:32.874]Does it take a blade to cut through all the lies forgotten,
[02:35.986]The soul's a tricky thing, at times, it can be rotten.
[02:39.313]Is it evil that I found you out and left you bleeding?
[02:42.097]A bitter taste from all the bile when I helped stop you breathing?
[02:45.467]Wandering Victoria, with ghosts behind me,
[02:48.452]A sick parade of silence with my anger rising?
[02:51.418]Sorry if I left you stunned and waiting in the lobby,
[02:53.962]Sorry if I wrote new lines, all the old ones stale and corny,
[02:56.682]Sorry if the curtain opened up to shocking repertory,
[03:00.692]Intermissions over, and we're wrapping up my story!
[03:03.179]I am free
[03:07.578]What I choose to be, when I
[03:09.027]Cut away the shadows holding back my dreams,
[03:14.249]And if I ever fail, I'll be an idol still!
[03:20.178]I will rise renewed, Creator,
[03:27.266]Slick precision, artist's vision, plant the seeds
[03:32.298]And what will grow, will grow while crimson flows,
[03:40.171]This is my duty to create enigmatic fate!
[03:46.339]This is not an outro It's a new beginning.
[03:47.682]Not a win or lose, it's about committing.
[03:49.754]This is my ovation as you make your exit,
[03:51.962]No revelation, it's the prime directive
[03:54.690]Stop thinking you're immune to a falling action
[03:57.530]If you want a denumont, I can make it happen!
[04:00.514]Now I take the pen and ink, for a brand new chapter,
[04:03.626]Now I write the epilogue, my forever after
[04:06.467]I am making changes and you know the shoe fits
[04:10.144]This is now my story I've created it…I'VE CREATED IT!