[00:21.480]Every night the light fades[00:22.744]My happiness goes with it[00:24.324]When your heart broke[00:25.342]You're scarred and you can't stitch it[00:26.816]There's something missing in me[00:27.927]A space that I can't fill in[00:29.411]There's got to be an answer out there[00:30.645]But what is it?[00:32.026]I'm second guessing everything I feel inside within[00:34.719]I'm insecure[00:35.280]I'm sad[00:35.899]I'm not comfortable in my skin[00:37.352]I never chose to be me or live in this life of sin[00:40.016]Some say better days are ahead but I'm not convinced[00:42.543]I lost everything I had[00:43.806]There's nothing left to obtain[00:45.137]I'm followed by gray clouds[00:46.391]I'm over this shit[00:47.318]I'm drained[00:47.886]Drowning in emotions[00:49.005]I'm drenched in December rain[00:50.554]I'll find a way to numb the pain[00:52.251]Novocaine[00:53.146]Pathetic but poetic[00:54.206]I'm irrelevant to most[00:55.613]All I need is anesthetics[00:56.894]Then I'll be okay to go[00:58.218]Give me everything you got[00:59.421]I don't care if I overdose[01:00.956]Cuz' I'll be a lost cause until I'm decomposed[01:03.796]God I might be finished[01:04.985]I don't think I wanna live[01:06.530]God I might be finished[01:07.617]I don't think I wanna live[01:09.002]I wonder what my purpose[01:10.302]I wonder what it is[01:11.821]I'm a disappointment[01:12.943]I got nothin' left to give[01:14.462]You don't know this feeling[01:15.523]You and me are not the same[01:17.068]You don't know this feeling[01:18.005]You and me are not the same[01:19.596]I'll find a way to numb the pain[01:21.325]Novocaine[01:22.266]I'll find a way to numb the pain[01:23.884]Novocaine[01:24.723]Time is ticking[01:25.373]What's the difference If I wanna end it sooner[01:27.269]Losin' interest[01:28.065]I don't listen[01:28.779]I don't think about the future[01:29.891]I'm psychotic[01:30.581]Real talk I got a twisted sense of humor[01:32.539]Man I wish that I was cooler but I'm just a ****in' loser[01:35.282]Quit misleading me repeatedly[01:36.645]And tricking me with words[01:37.935]They deceive me[01:38.545]Now they leaving me[01:39.485]They kick me to the curb[01:40.677]If I cut myself cuz' of them[01:41.740]They won't even be concerned[01:43.146]That is no exaggeration I just speak what I observe[01:46.037]God I might be finished[01:46.986]I don't think I wanna live[01:48.495]God I might be finished[01:49.754]I don't think I wanna live[01:51.178]I wonder what my purpose[01:52.445]I wonder what it is[01:53.929]I'm a disappointment[01:54.994]I got nothin' left to give[01:56.526]You don't know this feeling[01:57.584]You and me are not the same[01:59.126]You don't know this feeling[02:00.163]You and me are not the same[02:01.739]I'll find a way to numb the pain[02:03.428]Novocaine[02:04.433]I'll find a way to numb the pain[02:05.995]Novocaine