[00:49.559]Tear my heart out! am i really alive?[00:52.364]I’ve been good, i’ve been doing just fine[00:55.269]And when you ask me if i’m feeling alright[00:58.390]You know the scars bleed bright tonight![01:01.516][01:01.721]So if i asked you if you’d dance around 9[01:04.523]Would lay me down and stab me with a knife[01:07.503]Or would you leave me lost in the pale moonlight?[01:10.613]Forever lost in forever moonlight![01:13.761][01:13.964]The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights[01:16.981]I love the way you’ve been doing alright[01:20.050]You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried[01:23.053]I can't be happy but the dread i’ll fight[01:26.136][01:26.325]I guess you never really were mine[01:29.165]I guess that everything you said was a lie[01:32.236]But can i really say that i’m surprised?[01:35.276]You only seemed to really care when you’re right[01:38.520]The pain has killed me about a thousand times[01:41.538]And all this repetitions eating me inside[01:44.627]I wanna die, don’t wanna be alive[01:47.677]And if i had the choice i’d end it tonight[01:50.924][01:51.031]Spill the pills up on the counter[01:53.114]Alright![01:53.946]Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light[01:57.021]I'mma make sure i won’t wake up tonight[02:00.114]So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight[02:03.206][02:04.628]Forever moonlight[02:06.335]Will you love me when i'm going in the night?[02:09.375]Well, i'm sighing in the moonlight[02:11.643]With my skin i can feel i'm caving in[02:14.008][02:15.777]Walked on in my room, feeling noxious[02:18.656]Rose up from the dead in my coffin[02:21.663]Everything's cool, where's my mind, i have lost it[02:24.775]Losing battle every time i'm ****ing fight it[02:27.852]Got a tear on my shoulder[02:29.768]It's only getting colder as i'm growing older[02:33.528]It wants me dead, it wants me falling over[02:36.535]Controls my mood, it doesn't want me sober[02:40.289][02:40.451]In the end she tells me often[02:42.320]Don't pay attention to death, so to your coffin[02:45.186]You're the best live life, there's nothing stopping[02:48.620]I know that one day you will be something[02:52.177][02:52.336]Until that forever moonlight[02:55.323]Will you love me when i'm going in the night[02:58.353]Well, i'm dying in the moonlight[03:00.920]With my skin i can feel i'm caving in[03:04.816][03:04.971]Walked on (?...), feeling my chest[03:07.776]Rose up from the dead in my coffin[03:10.884]Everything's cool, where's mind, i lost it[03:13.990]Losing battle every time i'm ****ing fight[03:17.025][03:17.231]Tear my heart out! am i really alive?[03:19.869]I’ve been good; i’ve been doing just fine[03:22.966]And when you ask me if i’m feeling alright[03:26.212]You know the scars bleed bright tonight![03:29.025][03:29.183]So if i asked you if you’d dance around 9[03:32.241]Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?[03:35.314]Or would you leave me lost in the pale moonlight?[03:38.380]Forever lost in forever moonlight![03:41.377][03:41.551]Tear my heart out am i really alive?[03:44.489]I’ve been dead the old me dying inside[03:47.523]You wanted him but wanted me tonight?[03:50.653]What the **** you must’ve lost your mind[03:53.937]Get a grip and ****ing look at your life[03:56.786]You’ve turned me to this[03:57.994]You’re a monster inside[03:59.838]So i'll be damned if i would take my life[04:03.021]I fell in love, but i have lost my mind[04:06.076][04:06.228]The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights[04:09.079]I love the way you’ve been doing alright[04:12.142]You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried[04:15.167]I can't be happy but the dread i’ll fight[04:18.262]But can i really say that i’m surprised?[04:21.354]You only really seem to care when you're right[04:24.523][04:24.686]But i won’t cry or shed tear for your life[04:27.506]Cus i'mma find the happiness inside![04:30.603]And maybe i can find a girl who’s right[04:33.619]Or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind[04:36.635]All i know is i'mma leave you tonight[04:39.728]Forever lost in forever moonlight