[00:00.00]Taking my time then I run away[00:01.72]I sit and watch it disintegrate[00:03.27]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[00:05.14]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[00:06.96]Crossing my fingers before I fall[00:08.60]Hoping my stories never be told[00:10.57]And if you heard them forget my name[00:12.50]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[00:14.49]Taking my time then I run away[00:16.00]I sit and watch it disintegrate[00:18.11]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[00:19.85]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[00:21.59]Crossing my fingers before I fall[00:23.03]Hoping my stories never be told[00:25.29]And if you heard them forget my name[00:27.15]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[00:29.05]Taking my time then I run away[00:30.89]I sit and watch it disintegrate[00:33.06]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[00:34.75]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[00:36.46]Crossing my fingers before I fall[00:38.27]Hoping my stories never be told[00:40.12]And if you heard them forget my name[00:41.92]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[00:44.37]Got too many voices[00:46.00]Screaming in my head right now[00:47.33]Thinking is my poison[00:49.18]Ain't too hard to figure out[00:50.92]It's been getting way too tough[00:52.93]I can't even trust my luck[00:54.93]Everything that makes me sad[00:56.56]Don't wanna let go my heart[00:58.40]I have been hanging out a lot[01:01.94]But how could this help break the fall[01:06.32]Cause when I come back in the dark[01:09.52]It feels like stomping on my heart[01:13.09]Taking my time then I run away[01:15.22]I sit and watch it disintegrate[01:17.00]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[01:19.02]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[01:20.73]Crossing my fingers before I fall[01:22.40]Hoping my stories never be told[01:24.44]And if you heard them forget my name[01:26.22]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[01:27.99]Taking my time then I run away[01:29.74]I sit and watch it disintegrate[01:31.75]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[01:33.73]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[01:35.52]Crossing my fingers before I fall[01:37.34]Hoping my stories never be told[01:39.04]And if you heard them forget my name[01:40.98]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[01:42.90]And i’m trying hard, i ran all i can, but i can’t get far[01:46.46]God will you hear past all the star[01:48.03]And heal up all my battle scars[01:49.83]I can’t face my face no more[01:51.69]My heart beats fine, but it feels so sore[01:53.13]I got all i want but i feel so poor[01:55.45]I give it all up, face on floor[01:57.16]I remember all the days, I would go to bed drunk[01:59.41]Cry in my room, I don’t wanna wake up[02:01.11]I'd lie to my friends and pretend i’m not stuck[02:03.04]I was dead inside, til God came clutch[02:04.80]I was locked up in the basement[02:06.49]Dried tears on my face but i taste it[02:08.13]When i die, don’t bury me in words of my pride[02:09.95]Let my name go die, don’t save it[02:12.24]Taking my time then I run away[02:14.28]I sit and watch it disintegrate[02:16.18]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[02:18.05]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[02:19.84]Crossing my fingers before I fall[02:21.55]Hoping my stories never be told[02:23.41]And if you heard them forget my name[02:25.35]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame[02:27.19]Taking my time then I run away[02:28.98]I sit and watch it disintegrate[02:30.99]They treat me bad I got nothing to say[02:32.80]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape[02:34.52]Crossing my fingers before I fall[02:36.45]Hoping my stories never be told[02:38.14]And if you heard them forget my name[02:39.76]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame