[00:00.000] 作词 : SoulSeer[00:01.000] 作曲 : SoulSeer[00:36.445]站在冰火交汇口中 祈祷灵感不被抽空[00:39.694]害怕上帝夺走仅剩的支柱他留下来的只有[00:42.946]痛[00:43.446]晕开在破碎的眸中[00:45.443]都说我能撑到现在是冥冥中被眷顾[00:47.439]但没人知道这幅皮囊下藏着厌恶[00:49.936]满是遗憾 时而逆反 极度麻木 只能对美好事物望而却步[00:54.695]浮生若梦 醒着醉[00:56.691]性格像陈年的烈酒带着苦涩味[00:59.188]年长后积极的情绪开始打折兑[01:01.441]各方的压力就像把人撕裂的恶鬼[01:03.691]想用作品来讨论那区别关于灵与肉[01:05.946]然而现实却逼被问该拿什么拼以后[01:08.442]希望当我弥留之际的时候心依旧[01:10.638]晶莹剔透 保持艺术的执拗[01:13.134]hope so[01:13.633]Don't wanna still try[01:15.631]She wonders why[01:17.638]I don't trust nobody[01:20.634]Not even her[01:22.631]Don't wanna still try[01:24.885]She wonders why[01:26.882]I don't trust nobody[01:29.890]Not even her[01:31.387]我的想法来自痛苦和酒精[01:33.637]寻求救赎 但生活从来不留情[01:35.879]控制不住这阴暗面下的兽性[01:38.131]若有若无 像无法触及的幽影[01:40.384]行动大于空谈所以在等待春去东来[01:42.881]死亡不是终点只不过是换种方式存在[01:45.131]坚信回报是正数 自己一定要撑住[01:47.386]算不上多么愤慨只是不想让经典被掩埋[01:50.635]让你感同身受[01:52.132]我把经历写进了歌是为了让你感同身受[01:54.386]让你知道你不是在孤军奋斗[01:56.637]当你想要放弃时别忘了我在你的身后[01:59.133]我们穷尽一生都在追逐金钱和名利[02:01.387]得到后却发现这不是我们想要的[02:03.384]回头时却为时已晚只有血迹斑斑的行径[02:05.880]便将剩下的自我毫无保留丢掉了 in vain[02:08.630]Don't wanna still try[02:10.884]She wonders why[02:13.135]I don't trust nobody[02:15.631]Not even her[02:17.885]Don't wanna still try[02:19.881]She wonders why[02:22.132]I don't trust nobody[02:24.886]Not even her[02:26.384]I'ma tired of the hate and I addition to the pain[02:27.382](我厌倦了无止境的厌恶并且对痛苦上瘾)[02:28.634]Still feeling I'm so lonely like i living in rot grave[02:28.878](仍然感觉很孤独就像在朽棺中)[02:30.888]Everyday like end day coming[02:31.130](每天都像是大限将至)[02:32.140]God, plz down the time slowly[02:32.385](神明啊,请让时间慢下来吧)[02:33.138]Plz tell me life's meaning[02:33.384](请告诉我生命的意义)[02:34.383]Before my trigger blow away[02:34.637](在我的扳机扣动之前)[02:35.635]不止一次I'mma asking to myself[02:37.889]How to jump off this wall how to leave this hell[02:38.131](到底怎么样才能跳脱出这面高墙,如何才能离开这片炼狱)[02:40.140]I'ma sry that I more depressed than u thought[02:40.385](很抱歉,我比你想象的还要沮丧)[02:42.382]but i tryna to be better and better well[02:42.636](但我已经尝试着变得更好了)[02:45.132]点燃火之余烬 让灵魂更加滚烫[02:47.386]纵使身处险境也要细嗅蔷薇的芬芳[02:49.637]沙漠广阔无垠 听天与地的混响[02:51.890]I'll find redemption在笼罩大地的乌云上