[00:00.000] 作词 : Jane Remover[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jane Remover[00:28.338]That hoodie was the best thing to happen to me[00:33.841]Like the one thing that you salvage from a house fire[00:39.786]When you dropped me at her house 'cause I'm just too much to deal with[00:45.793]I'm the last kid that should be around a lighter[00:51.662]And lying's such a chore, but the truth feels so wrong[00:57.785]And every turn I make just keeps me from getting where I want[01:03.299]But when I confide in her, I tear apart the earth[01:09.036]There's somebody who has it ten times worse[01:15.425]There's no time left to pity and I see it in my friends[01:21.059]And they all look so much older than me[01:26.696]But tonight I'm feeling brave, I think I'll act my age until a kid says that there's something wrong with me[01:38.651]And sometimes the smoke smells good[01:41.109]Leave the window open when it's freezing cold[01:47.229]I know[01:50.225]When you left me home alone, when you left for your award show[01:56.226]I ditched you guys and died, laid in the snow[02:01.684]Spent too many nights[02:05.318]Pinching my sides wondering if I'm living in a dream[02:13.951]When I don't know who to ask[02:16.890]I think that I'll just pass, like, maybe I'll just figure it out myself[02:24.841]Butterflies inside me, they turn into tapeworms[02:31.100]And I stay awake 'till my stomach hurts[02:37.101]So when it's 4 AM and I can't eat anything[02:42.600]I'll wake up too late and get what I deserve[02:48.288]And I know, I told you two weeks, but it's been seventeen years[02:54.789]And every time I sing they close their ears[03:00.956]It's all in my head, it's cheesy but it's true[03:06.071]If I could, I'd blame it all on you[03:12.708]Sometimes I'd try to talk, and nothing comes out[03:17.644]And most of my memories aren't how they really were[03:24.147]I'm slipping on the line, I'm confused all the time[03:29.834]When you go to claim your bags, don't claim what's mine[03:35.552]And sometimes the smoke smells good[03:38.486]Leave the window open when it's freezing cold[03:44.105]I know[03:47.124]When you left me home alone, when you left for your award show[03:53.300]I ditched you guys and died, laid in the snow[03:59.001][04:46.187]I have this funny dream that I moved to Bombay Beach[04:51.622]And I'm never seen or heard from again[04:57.075]Won't have to watch out for sharks swimming in the Salton Sea[05:03.074]Even though I'm more than sure that one just bit me[05:09.393]And I've been performing poorly, but it's so hard to be honest[05:14.912]She's been threatening that I go get some help[05:20.824]When I picture your face it comes up as someone else[05:26.588]Someone who's treated me the same way