[00:00.000] 作词 : J Thompson/Curtis Martin/Rob Endling[00:01.000] 作曲 : J Thompson/Curtis Martin/Rob Endling[00:12.730]I've been waiting for a moment[00:14.510]With something i can say[00:16.150]To tell you i've been lying[00:17.670]I'm really not okay[00:19.310]I will just keep fallin[00:21.060]Wait until I hit[00:22.190]And then I'm askin how'd I wind up in this place again[00:25.300]So I take another pill then I zone out[00:26.780]Tone down all the sh1t in my head but that voice gets so loud[00:28.930]That I can't think, and I just wanna run[00:30.310]Like I'm never comin back[00:31.120]And I really wanna to love[00:31.960]But I feel so anxious everyday[00:33.760]Wake up, can't go back to sleep[00:35.380]lay in my bed[00:35.850]then turn on my phone and look at these people who better than me[00:38.540]I can start feelin the old insecurities tighten the grip in my chest[00:41.390]They keep on sayin that time makes it better then why do I constantly feel like I'm less[00:44.570]Don't wanna speak up I feel like the only one having these problems of all of my friends[00:47.660]Is it anxiety built up inside of me, or am I dying? Is this how it ends[00:51.130]Or maybe that's how real life is[00:52.960]I don't wanna feel like this[00:54.500]All this sh1t I'm dealing with more heavy than I realize and I'm slowing down down down[01:00.480]And I'll be falling down down down baby[01:03.670]Yeah it's a long way down, look out below[01:05.920]I've got some voices in my head that wanna see me die[01:09.080]They waiting for an opportunity to pull me down[01:12.390]They're never stopping until i fall[01:14.930]LOOK OUT BELOW[01:16.810]Now tell me, what do i do?[01:18.950]When I've got all these vices that I'm tied to[01:22.240]Waiting for an opportunity to pull me down[01:25.270]And they aint stopping till the see me fall, oh sh1t[01:28.560]LOOK OUT BELOW[01:29.690]Another day that I'm tryin to float, but I'm treading water and I'm feeling weak[01:32.930]Lookin round for someone to help but there's no one there and I'm startin to sink[01:36.140]Fantasize what it might be like to just stop the fight and then drift away[01:39.270]I will sit alone and let the thought replay[01:42.040]When the whole life feels just like a train wreck[01:43.770]Wanna look away but i just stay with[01:45.410]Tryin to get ahead but I just can't win[01:47.010]And I fall apart but I don't say sh1t[01:48.570]Take your pick[01:49.510]What's your fix today[01:50.510]The drugs? the girls? perfection?[01:51.890]Once you get a grip on that, you'll switch addictions to attention[01:55.240]When those people turn on you, you'll go running back for affection[01:58.190]From the friends you left behind but you can't re-establish that connection[02:02.420]Sick of everybody telling me to learn to let go[02:04.560]I can barely holding on the edge, I can never get a grip if I let it go again I ain't ever comin back,[02:07.980]I been tryin to adapt, but it's really gettin old, when it never really helps, cuz I know when I'm alone,[02:11.300]those thought will speak up, and I'm afraid of the day when I let them win[02:14.570]But maybe that's how real life is[02:16.190]I don't wanna feel like this[02:17.750]All the sh1t I'm dealing with more heavy than I realize and I'm slowing down down down[02:23.810]And I'll be falling down down down baby[02:26.820]Yeah it's a long way down, look out below[02:29.140]I've got some voices in my head that wanna see me die[02:32.360]They waiting for an opportunity to pull me down[02:35.540]They're never stopping until I fall[02:38.100]LOOK OUT BELOW[02:40.090]Now tell me, what do i do?[02:42.540]When I've got all these vices that I'm tied to[02:45.360]Waiting for an opportunity to pull me down[02:48.470]And they aint stopping till the see me fall, oh sh1t[02:51.760]LOOK OUT BELOW