[00:09.270]Happy Birthday[00:10.820][00:17.000]so make a wish[00:19.080][00:20.010]Please accept my apologies wonder what would have been[00:23.110]Would you've been a little angel or an angel of sin[00:25.670]Tom-boy running around hanging with all the guys[00:28.420]Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes[00:30.980]I paid for the murder before they determined the sex[00:33.430]Choosing our life over your life meant your death[00:36.020]And you never got a chance to even open your eyes[00:38.440]Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you faught for your life[00:41.000]Would you have been a little genius in love with math[00:43.540]Would you have played in your schoolclothes and made me mad[00:46.100]Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper[00:48.770]Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters[00:51.510]I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose[00:53.940]And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow[00:56.360]Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen[00:58.890]Happy birthday love you whoever you woulda been[01:01.570]Happy birthday[01:02.500]All I thought was a dream (make a wish)[01:07.130]Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)[01:12.400]All I thought was a dream (make a wish)[01:17.630]Was as real as it seemed[01:20.870]I made a mistake[01:22.020]I've got a millon excuses to why you died[01:24.590]Bet the people got their own reasons for homicide[01:27.110]Who's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it wouldn't have[01:29.740]I was young and strugglin' but old enough to be your dad[01:32.270]The fear of being a father has never disappeared[01:34.900]Pondering frequently while I'm zippin' on my beer[01:37.380]My vision of a family was artificial and fake[01:39.950]So when it came time to create I made a mistake[01:42.290]Now you've got a little brother maybe he's really you[01:44.940]Maybe you really forgave us knowin' we was confused[01:47.650]Maybe everytime that he smiles it's you proudly knowin[01:50.490]That your father's doin' the right thing now[01:52.620]I never tell a woman what to do with her body[01:55.070]But if she don't love children then we can't party[01:57.650]Think about it every year so I picked up a pen[02:00.170]Happy birthday love you whoever you woulda been[02:02.840]Happy birthday[02:03.810]All I thought was a dream (make a wish)[02:08.670]Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)[02:13.670]All I thought was a dream (yeah make a wish)[02:18.750]Was as real as it seemed[02:21.820]I made a mistake[02:23.350]And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens again[02:25.780]From the endin' to the endin never got to begin[02:28.260]Maybe one day we could meet face to face[02:30.900]In a place without time and space[02:32.770]Happy birthday[02:33.490]From the heavens to the womb to the heavens again[02:35.940]From the endin to the endin never got to begin[02:38.470]Maybe one day we could meet face to face[02:41.030]In a place without time and space[02:43.080]Happy birthday[02:44.640]All I thought was a dream (make a wish)[02:49.420]Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)[02:54.520]All I thought was a dream (make a wish)[02:59.410]Was as real as it seemed[03:02.900]I made a mistake[03:04.860]