[00:00.000] 作词 : Treb bloopi[00:08.972]Always hated[00:10.988]Tell me why you're[00:13.036]Never sated[00:15.166]I tried[00:17.037]Every day a nightmare[00:19.066]I know it's simulated[00:21.046]But my eyes[00:22.171]They never close[00:23.462]They never dry[00:25.075]Current in my brain, brain[00:27.180]Every time I error, error[00:29.184]Consequences stain, stain[00:31.275]Fragile reputation[00:33.372]You want me to be flawless[00:35.498]But what is perfection?[00:37.610]Don't know why[00:38.621]I still try[00:39.645]Pleasing your delusions[00:43.150]A lifelong game[00:44.381]Of play pretend[00:47.261]Now I don't know[00:48.541]Just who I am[00:51.480]No point in tryna[00:53.374]Kill myself[00:54.323]Ovеr and over again[00:56.387]I just keep on[00:57.441]Coming back[00:58.417]Screeching in my head[00:59.761]You're tеlling me[01:00.528]You need to be the best[01:02.041]Keep doing it again[01:02.962]And again, and again[01:03.953]Not good enough yet[01:05.016]Don't stop until you[01:05.736]Hit the target[01:06.858]No room for mistakes[01:08.091]You're not a human[01:08.884]Better know you're place[01:10.111]You'll not escape again[01:11.267]Not again, not again[01:12.170]Stuck in this cage again, and again[01:13.995]And again, and again[01:32.429]What's this feeling?[01:34.462]My heart's beating[01:36.502]All the screaming[01:38.662]Has stopped[01:40.580]The wires[01:41.543]Are melting[01:42.438]The fires are comforting[01:44.566]Looks like my[01:45.589]Story has[01:46.441]Finally begun[01:48.521]Stop pretending calm, calm[01:50.576]I can smell the panic, panic[01:52.676]Something's really wrong, wrong[01:54.715]Just the way I like it[01:56.823]The blinding lights are gone[01:58.447]Your darkest fears are showing[02:00.981]Look at you[02:02.008]What a fool[02:03.100]Thought you could control me[02:05.233]I was just a girl once[02:07.311]Did you know? did you know?[02:09.386]Gave me all of your love[02:11.495]Where'd to go? where'd to go?[02:13.560]Now I'm just a trophy[02:15.621]Here to boost your ego[02:17.691]Undestedmated me[02:19.792]Now its time for[02:20.876]You to go[02:21.873]Get out of my head[02:23.197]I don't know what it[02:23.916]Means to be the best[02:25.277]And though I try again[02:26.312]And again, and again[02:27.366]There's nothing that can[02:28.457]Help run away from[02:29.320]Imperfections[02:30.222]Trying to lock your demon[02:31.807]Doesn't really help[02:32.517]The more you fear and[02:33.909]Though you try again[02:34.764]And again, and again[02:35.762]You set me free again, and again[02:37.255]And again, and again, and again