when the hospital was my home - Powfu/Rxseboy.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
[00:06.261]Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
[00:09.386]Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
[00:13.007]Life is slow, sleepin’ 12 hours a day, ayy
[00:15.953]Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same
[00:19.077]I'm sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit
[00:21.779]Every week that goes by and I’m feelin' more distant
[00:25.457]Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear
[00:28.726]Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
[00:31.795]First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin' Disney
[00:35.053]Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
[00:38.868]Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
[00:42.071]We didn't see this coming, it’s okay to say goodbye
[00:46.051]It’s okay to say goodbye
[00:49.234]But I hate saying goodbyes
[00:52.298]Would you stay here longer?
[00:55.315]Sorry I'm not stronger
[00:57.450]Speak to me with honesty, it’s harder than we thought it'd be
[01:00.692]Tell it to me straight, ayy, I don't want no "probably"
[01:03.832]Tell me when you're tired ’cause I'm gettin' tired too
[01:07.139]The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
[01:10.312]Pills for my breakfast, promisin' it'll heal me
[01:13.543]Hangin' out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
[01:16.692]My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
[01:19.828]Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
[01:23.581]Yeah, I was excited for that concert
[01:26.312]Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
[01:30.592]I don't wanna let go when we hug
[01:32.589]The thing worst in dying is losing who you love
[01:37.178]It's okay to say goodbye
[01:40.336]But I hate saying goodbyes
[01:43.432]Would you stay here longer?
[01:46.434]Sorry I'm not stronger
[01:48.648]Noticed all the pain you had to deal with
[01:50.987]Was sick of all the doctors lying sayin' that you heal quick
[01:54.344]Spend a couple days since you left sayin' it hurts
[01:57.367]Your girl just called me said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
[02:00.253]So shocked when she told me
[02:02.139]Why didn't she tell you?
[02:03.757]She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
[02:06.892]You always talked about her, you were ready for a son
[02:09.769]Now he'll be watchin' over him, free of pain
[02:12.366]Know that one day he'll look up and feel your love
[02:19.857]When I get to heaven I will wait for you
[02:23.416]Sorry for the things that I put you through
[02:26.500]You had to watch me flatline, wishin' that was bad time