[00:15.136]Pushed away with all your might[00:18.144]Is it bad[00:19.648]If you want them back?[00:22.407]So you relied on your hindsight[00:25.417]You had it all[00:27.422]But it’s all you had[00:30.181]Dig yourself deeper like a lie,[00:33.189]I’m moving slow[00:35.194]I’m fast asleep[00:38.206]Double knotting all the ties[00:40.715]To the friends I had in 2016[00:45.482]And the showers brought May flowers to their waiting room[00:50.251](Your name in italics[00:51.506]A product of habit)[00:53.515]Vase half full with holy water you were holy too[00:58.031](A swan song in static[00:59.286]So melodramatic)[01:01.292]And you couldn’t put it better without holding your tongue[01:04.804]I just say I can’t remember because I don’t don’t like who I was[01:10.575]Cold to the touch and never warm enough[01:27.630]So you’ve settled on sleeping forever[01:30.643]Mark my height with pen and measure[01:33.403]An older soul, was weary in my youth[01:36.916]No daylight to waste[01:38.171]No sleep left to lose[02:05.520]You looked over my last effort to assert[02:10.288](Speak for yourself[02:11.541]You have my word)[02:13.045]No, it’s never been quite like me to be firm[02:17.560](And even still what’s mine is yours)[02:20.577]I haven’t felt right in such a long time[02:26.856]There’s no sleep left to lose[02:30.112]Just ****ing static all the time[02:34.881]And the showers brought May flowers to their waiting room[02:42.058]Needed a figure like a father just like salt in your wounds[02:50.093]You said I wouldn’t feel it when you picked me up by the scruff[02:53.103]Perfect posture starts to bow when the weight piles up[02:58.875]Cold to the touch and never warm enough