[00:00.000] 作词 : Vincent Jacovelli[00:12.083] My mind insane[00:14.717] I can't control myself[00:16.958] But I wont change[00:20.254] Not even for my health[00:22.182] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright[00:27.852] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light[00:33.325][00:33.390] Maybe I don't understand it[00:34.793] But I been feeling damaged[00:36.372] And every other moments like a panic attack[00:38.762] All the times I've been stabbed in the back[00:40.783] Still I gotta walk around like I'm having a blast but really I know[00:44.818] This world is in a hell hole tell no lies[00:48.060] Soul is dead on arrival[00:49.566] I'm told times bound to get better[00:52.155] Life's been a bitch from the moment I met her yea[00:55.501] Wishing really never got me nowhere I've been counting on me my whole life[01:01.515] And I've been waiting on the day I can say that my soul gon be alright[01:07.864] Don't sell me a lie[01:09.112] Just tell me I'm fine I need it[01:11.823] Don't call my phone just leave me alone[01:16.048] I need to heal[01:17.633][01:18.190] My mind insane[01:20.851] I can't control myself[01:23.153] But I wont change[01:26.450] Not even for my health[01:28.492] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright[01:34.020] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light[01:39.558][01:39.613] Back and forth I watch the pendulum swing[01:41.486] Got these memories I locked away that mentally sting[01:44.170] You can call it what you want to I've got sensitive skin[01:46.851] Tried to go talk to a therapist to pencil me in[01:49.718] And every time i call for help it fell on deaf ears[01:52.644] Sometimes i wonder why the **** have i been left here[01:55.125] I wasn't granted the same, circumstances had changed[01:58.062] My first words dad stop cause my mother's in pain[02:00.781] I'm too obsessed with[02:01.801] Music to ever make an investment[02:03.987] In myself it's stupid i know its what I'm blessed with[02:06.720] Enduring this pain has taught me more than the love[02:09.101] I'm used to climbing up from out of the mud covered in blood[02:13.693] So don't sell me a lie, act like everything's fine, I'm bleeding[02:19.400] Don't call my phone just leave me alone i need to heal[02:24.319][02:24.563] My mind insane[02:27.049] I can't control myself[02:29.931] But I wont change[02:32.601] Not even for my health[02:34.650] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright[02:40.282] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light[02:46.165] (Drop)