[00:00.00] Oh babyIt's better that it hurts[00:21.15]It's better that it feels this way to me[00:26.40]I can't be too comfortable'[00:29.28]Cause loving you is not my destiny[00:33.60]Said I'm concerned that[00:34.74]I feel this pain[00:35.76]My heart is aching, breaking[00:37.17]Pain staking in this gambling thing[00:39.27]This ain't no parallel universe, parallel life you choose to[00:44.31]In one your living like love of my life[00:47.22]And in the other your the daddy of theirs[00:49.95]So I play[00:51.06]Russian Roulette and put this phone to my ear[00:53.61]Just to say, just to say yo this is[00:57.66]Ms. Stress[00:58.92]It's better that it hurts[01:03.51]It's better that it feels this way to me[01:08.76]I can't be too comfortable'[01:11.28]Cause loving you is not my destiny[01:16.11]See too much asked of me through his lips[01:19.26]So I attempted to be all that dreams suggest[01:22.71]To the ego and promise the soul[01:25.17]I tried to be all he had ever told[01:27.81]Of the interchangeable face and physicality[01:32.04]And mentality, she, she as closely[01:36.75]Now he summoned all my tears abandoned we[01:40.68]I lived alone for years no longer knowing who exactly is me[01:45.84]As I began the punishment for his perfection[01:50.55]My vision nearly lost the direction[01:53.37]My return to innocence was lost and his[01:56.55]ID you see[01:57.66]I forgotAnd instead[01:59.31]I saw protection through judgment[02:01.20]Now angels and devils look alike to me[02:04.89]Sometimes quiet sounds like lonely to me[02:08.76]My my angel,[02:12.36]I'd stopped breathing for you[02:17.04]If my life was possible without end[02:25.17]To be sure of love[02:27.93]I'm needing more than just a casual affair[02:33.78]But the pain runs deep, internally[02:38.22]But clearly seen when you're not there[02:40.89]It's better that it hurts[02:42.42]It's better that it feels this way to me[02:44.73]I can't be too comfortable'[02:45.45]Cause loving you is not my destiny[02:46.17]It's better that it hurts[02:47.55]It's better that it feels this way to me[03:07.23]I can't be too comfortable'[03:10.56]Cause loving you is not my destiny[03:18.99]It ain't my time to die right now[03:22.02]You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams[03:33.09]It ain't my time to die right now[03:34.86]You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams[03:35.91]It ain't my time to die right now[03:36.78]You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams