[00:39.498]Self-destructive tendencies[00:44.161]That I have are killing me slowly[00:48.665]But that's fine[00:51.216]I like the way it feels[00:54.118]Yeah, I, I like the way it feels[00:58.877]When I think that I'm leaving[01:03.475]And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human[01:10.863]Where did I go wrong this time?[01:16.490]If I don't wake up, I'm better off[01:21.689]I'll finally catch up on my sleep[01:26.199]I've been so lost[01:29.190]3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[01:35.849]If I don't wake up, I'm better off[01:40.628]I'll finally catch up on my sleep[01:45.424]I've been so lost[01:48.046]3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[01:56.283]Tell me I won't be this way forever[02:03.085]I can't do this for much longer[02:07.795]Does anyone give a ****?[02:10.724]I don't think that's the case[02:15.439]I wanna be anywhere else but here[02:21.251]Lately, it's been getting hard to feel[02:25.994]But I'm getting used to it[02:33.132]If I don't wake up, I'm better off[02:38.289]I'll finally catch up on my sleep[02:42.822]I've been so lost[02:45.266]3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me[02:52.340](If I don't wake up)[03:01.825](If I don't wake up)[03:11.363]If I don't wake up, I'm better off[03:16.745]I'll finally catch up on my sleep[03:21.091]I've been so lost[03:23.911]3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me