[00:00.000] 作词 : Janice Tseng Lau[00:00.416] 作曲 : Jason Cheung/Jun Qi/Yat Wa Cheng/Jonathan Yuo Shiun Yang[00:00.833][00:23.311] *At the first instance it felt good.[00:25.129] I convinced myself I was brave.[00:27.012] For a while I wanted to be a part of a bigger picture.[00:29.474] It was a picture of immense greatness.[00:31.310] It gave me inexplicable joy.[00:32.650] Granting me a sense of purpose.*[00:34.716][00:34.717] *illusions*[00:34.718][00:34.719] *For a while I was driven.[00:36.446] Everything I did convinced me I was a normal,[00:38.344] Functioning part of the society.[00:39.863] Surviving on reciting values that upon reflection,[00:42.537] Were obviously illusionary.*[00:44.385][00:44.386] *illusions*[00:45.486][00:45.487] What started as a grand resistance has worn away[00:48.963] And left us with a lake of blood[00:52.657][00:56.523] Devoured by the voice of anger[00:59.511] Devoured by a toxic peer[01:02.067] Devoured by a nameless creature[01:05.228] Devoured[01:06.457] Devoured[01:07.362] By fear[01:08.681][01:08.902] *It was theatre.[01:09.566] The grand gesture, the moment of choice,[01:11.537] The mortal danger, the external foe,[01:13.395] The climactic battle whose outcome resolves all,[01:15.455] To appear heroic, to excite and gratify.[01:17.682] To be applauded and admired.[01:19.760] To be loved and cared for.*[01:19.761][01:19.762] As much as it was good entertainment[01:22.007] You will soon be eaten away by the your choice of drug[01:26.876][01:30.729] To die for the grand resistance[01:33.673] To die for a great idea[01:36.453] Shackle your faith to a gambler[01:39.450] Too blind too blind see clear[01:42.963][01:54.277] Degraded it was, you degraded it more[01:56.947] Spiralling downward do you know what its for[01:59.836] To fight your enemy you needed more men[02:02.658] To fight your enemy you take what you can[02:05.548] To form an army, you formulate lies[02:08.487] To drive the army, you fake your own cries[02:11.175] To feed the army, you kill your own friends[02:14.284] Now with this army you burn all your ends[02:17.012] Now with this army you burn all your ends[02:20.121] Now with this army you burn all your ends[02:22.963][02:34.105] Look in the mirror, all you see is your pain[02:36.805] Look in the mirror, you're covered in shame[02:39.920] Look in the mirror, your illusion is strong[02:42.755] You break the mirror, new evil is born[02:45.913][02:57.012] Explain to me how the f**k we got here?[03:10.076][03:19.854] Do you understand?[03:21.417] Here is the truth--[03:22.924] Actual heroism receives no ovation, entertains no one.[03:26.637] No one is interested.[03:28.022] And soon you become no more than yet another victim[03:32.286][03:42.765] *I started to understand what happened to me was dark, evil, and shameful,[03:46.248] And by association I too was dark, evil, and shameful.[03:49.043] While it may not have been my intention,[03:50.874] This was the message my clouded mind received.[03:52.880] To escape the confines of these chains,[03:54.672] I disassociated myself from my emotions[03:56.573] And numbed myself to the pain ravaging my mind and body .*[04:00.003][04:12.848] Join now for your own salvation![04:25.687][04:35.590] Pretend we are fighting absolute evil[04:38.444] Pretend it's a grand creature we battled[04:41.374] Any victory we become immediate legends[04:44.174] If we die we all become war heroes