[00:00.000] 作曲 : Keyon Harrold/Allen Story/Justin Scott/Anna Gaye/Horgy Gordy[00:18.485]Yeah, yeah[00:21.039]I got these ideas, I got a lot on my mind[00:25.195]And it's so hard to put 'em in a lot of songs[00:27.911]I try to put 'em all in one, you know[00:30.322]Just what I'm feeling, what I'm going through[00:33.019]I've been drinking so please bear with me[00:35.972][00:40.187]Eyes wide shut, barely eating, tryna get my game on[00:43.170]Played it too cool, almost like I'm froze, had to turn my flame on[00:46.673]All the while, watch 'em X me out[00:48.089]Magazine cover, mother******, I ain't tripping[00:50.545]My flow, senior citizen ************t[00:51.926]And maybe they'll listen to me when they sixty[00:53.469]Breaking some bread down, treat it like the Last Supper[00:56.527]Toast to all the time we were po', but still we had one another[01:00.000]Hoppin' in, out of shuttles[01:01.262]I'ma be big momma, I'ma get rich momma[01:03.356]I'm sorry I ain't got a wife or kids momma[01:05.617]But look what I did momma[01:06.860]Got a house that I barely can stay in, a car I barely can drive[01:10.169]I'd be a liar if I said getting money didn't make me feel alive[01:13.587]Hustling, arguing about who’s better than I in tweets[01:16.881]But what does it matter when a new artist come out like every week?[01:20.271]And the label all on they *******, good for them, keep sucking[01:23.371]Most rappers'll bend over for you, but me? ************ I'm not for *******, over[01:26.739]I'd be the biggest star, they told me[01:29.454]Signed my name on that line and when I die, that's when it's over[01:33.240]Moving on to the set, I was just a talented black kid[01:36.440]But to them, I looked like a check[01:37.540]Another five years of slaving and then it's on to the next[01:40.657]I was tryna be what I envisioned as a child[01:43.482]A king ain't a man of God when ain't no church in the wild[01:47.039]************t been ****** up 'cause they don't talk about Christ[01:50.206]Everybody trying to die young but who gon' talk about life?[01:53.616]I pull that card, good Lord, Confederate flag ************t so flawed[01:56.613]They used to fly it like pilots and burn crosses in our yards[02:00.185]I can't get with ya if you with that whistling Dixie[02:02.378]They want that old time back[02:03.805]But *******s got a hundred rounds and automatics[02:05.833]So we ain't having that[02:07.113]I ain't promoting no violence, it's people out here been wilding[02:10.291]So much that you can get gunned down[02:12.307]just for being happy and smiling[02:13.745]Ain't no hotline worth dialing to say the world needs help[02:17.081]We too busy filling our needs that we might kill us ourselves[02:20.481]I got my gumption from my granny[02:22.442]Had a dream about her like last night[02:24.099]She held me tight and told me,[02:25.782]"Little one, everything gon' be alright"[02:27.598]My mind playing tricks on me, but I needed that there[02:30.617]In a world where I feel all alone sometimes I'm needing her care[02:33.928]It's hard to share my insecurities so I medicate, I mean meditate[02:37.551]And pray to God for a second chance, for Heaven's sake[02:40.955]I'm just waiting on a sign or two, like what I'ma do[02:44.235]When my heart get rusty and tired and it ain't ************ning through?[02:47.379]And I think about death a lot, my father scared of dying[02:50.939]I can relate, I call him before every flight[02:52.627]In case I ain't meant for flying[02:54.329]I can't hold it back, can't control these tears[02:56.346]I mean after all these years[02:57.688]I'm still the kid writing poems, too shy to eat in the cafeteria[03:00.884]I'm two cups in and three shots away[03:03.545]I don't give a ******* about any of the ************t I didn't have to say[03:07.392]Lord knows, it's hard to see the truth with your eyes closed[03:12.166]It's hard to protect your feelings when you so exposed[03:15.634]Yeah, I'm so exposed[03:20.682]I'm so exposed[03:22.335][03:28.790]I let it all slip away[03:35.379]And now all I can say[03:42.576]Is here's a toast to a better day[03:49.196]And the love that will come and stay[03:55.586]Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are, yeah[04:02.180]I call Your name near and far[04:08.997]Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are, yeah[04:15.817]I call Your name near and far[04:21.532]I'm so exposed[04:24.210]I'm so exposed[04:27.271]I'm so exposed[04:30.772]I'm so exposed[04:34.040]Oh God, oh God[04:37.627]Oh God, oh God[04:40.443]Oh yeah, uh[04:46.589]