[00:26.517]It's so crazy that as you're aging, somehow.[00:31.128]Things become so complicated[00:34.277]But you water it down and saturate it[00:39.807]With the simple fact that dying alone[00:42.691]Is the only thing you're thinking about[00:45.392]Metaphorically you're holding the phone[00:48.079]Just to relish in a tiny lack of silence from songs playing[00:53.239]Cause it's just a reminder[00:56.012]Of all of the goals[00:58.736]That you had for yourself[01:01.214]Before you moved both the posts[01:04.381]To make room for the lies[01:06.969]You told yourself when they were close[01:10.135]I guess I needed room to feel I did more than coast[01:14.939]Yes I am selfish[01:17.805]I'm only human at bеst[01:20.975]I just hope that I myself can mend my impеrfections[01:28.005]They are all I've ever shared[01:31.823]Would it hurt for once to give myself a breath of fresh air?[01:39.112]****, I've slowly just been pouring it out[01:42.045]Without ever paying mind to the welts[01:44.626]Or the bruises that arise from the bouts[01:47.028]Of which I always seem to burden myself[01:50.312]When myself worth should outweigh every scale[01:55.579]Especially when shedding things that kept me overwhelmed.[02:00.869]And it's just a reminder.[02:03.829]Of all of the goals[02:06.339]That I had for myself[02:07.973]Before I moved both the posts[02:11.431]To make room for the lies[02:14.288]I told myself when they were close[02:17.292]To solidify my place and not be known as a ghost of what I once was[02:24.113]****, I've been pouring myself out[02:30.121]With each word, blood spills from my mouth[02:35.931]Now I pace my self inflicted hell[02:41.695]Why can't I just admit that[02:45.730]I ****ing matter?