[00:00.00]I'm on a holiday wasting my time away[00:09.11]Writing a book on you born on a holiday[00:15.53]In the December snow wasting my time away[00:23.00]Writing a book on you born on a holiday[00:29.62]Somewhere in this song[00:33.27]A little clue to something (clue to something)[00:38.27]Parts of it seem over now[00:41.97]You expect a real solution (real solution)[00:47.47]I've got to go with what[00:50.07]I know Taking it on a holiday away[00:57.77]I've done my share of drugs (they drag me down)[01:01.47]I've done my share of speed (it kept me up)[01:05.07]I've had the strangest love (it's all I need)[01:08.87]I've had the things[01:10.57]I need (I need it now)[01:13.97]When everthing seems wrong[01:17.27]I need to look to something (look to something)[01:22.47]People outside inside staying[01:25.77]Out for nothing (out for nothing)[01:30.87]And if you're in[01:32.97]I can't let go[01:35.87]Short of the long holiday[01:40.87]I think you know what[01:43.17]I've been saying[01:46.47]When there's nothing left to all[01:49.77]The colors that you sprayed upon it[01:53.67]Passing judgment on my life[01:57.17]You never really got it right[02:00.87]I can't believe in anything[02:04.57]I don't believe in anything[02:08.27]Do you believe in anything[02:11.77]Do you believe me now[02:15.37]Look like[02:16.87]Jesus Christ[02:19.47]Act like Jesus[02:21.07]Christ I know...[02:22.97]Here's your[02:24.47]Jesus Christ[02:26.57]I'm your Jesus[02:28.07]Christ I know...[02:29.97]Bleeding to death again (my bleeding heart)[02:33.67]Stuck in the heart again (goes out to you)[02:37.37]Somebody nail my hands (I needed pain)[02:40.97]Somebody take my hand (I bleed again)[02:44.67]I knew it all along and now[02:48.37]We're screwed forever (screwed forever)[02:52.07]Shake these demons off my back[02:55.67]And I can make it better (make it better)[03:00.17]But I can't go on knowing[03:03.27]I am Permanent on this holiday[03:08.27]I think you know what[03:10.57]I am saying[03:13.87]I became the big disgrace[03:17.37]I know that[03:19.27]I'm the ugly face[03:21.37]I need some time to reconcile[03:25.07]I need some time to heal a while[03:28.77]You'll be sorry when[03:31.47]I'm gone I guess you knew this all along