[00:00.000] 作词 : NeutRino[00:01.000] 作曲 : NeutRino[00:04.533]编曲:Ljx Ghost[00:06.257]混音:拾荒[00:15.948]getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath[00:19.631]im a bad fish with a tag[00:22.087]avoiding every eye contact[00:24.386]you laid trap with fresh bait[00:26.998]trouble i cant pay[00:29.009]destroy destroy[00:31.334]厌倦了在对比中不断自我否认[00:33.894]要去行动 要变得坚韧[00:35.827]不管做什么 无需别人首肯[00:37.760]在精神囚牢捆绑自己是真的残忍[00:39.929]不断接受质疑但我从不信命[00:41.809]把热爱做到至极证明不止幸运[00:43.769]别把贬低当批评我知道你难共情[00:45.832]我不想笑得僵硬可我真的会伤心[00:47.974]迷失于细碎小事 我承认我的庸俗[00:51.266]但决意踏上这条路不想回头在中途[00:55.289]为支离破碎的人际关系伤透了脑筋[00:59.285]一个人偷偷练歌不添麻烦只为一句好听[01:03.831]几经周折 反复磨合 我学着深刻 看得浅薄[01:07.775]失意在笔尖喷薄 无力压得我浑身灼热[01:11.720]如今虽不同处境但仍触景生情[01:13.809]不停质问自己是否还保持初心[01:15.821]怕弄丢最真实的自己写下无数的书信[01:19.974]getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath[01:23.475]im a bad fish with a tag[01:26.009]avoiding every eye contact[01:28.229]you laid trap with fresh bait[01:31.207]trouble i cant pay[01:32.800]destroy destroy[01:35.413]sometimes i hate how we feel the same[01:39.331]guess what I'm saying now[01:41.290]l’ll do it straight away[01:43.328]I can’t die in front of me[01:47.272]I can’t die in front of me[02:08.013]Nobody hear my demons inside[02:09.894]I don’t know where should I put my fiery temper心魔无人倾听暴躁无处安置[02:12.089]Felt like a neutrino my world is gone destined to be alone forever我感觉自己像一个中微粒子 注定孤独[02:16.373]Get a long sleep Give you the creep无法睡得安心害怕突如其来的猛击[02:18.332]She never playing tricks Roll up my sleeves生活从不耍花招 只有迎难而上[02:20.082]Just grinding and working no playing no resting[02:22.149]I ain’t joking until I feel queasy拼命努力无需休息直到我感到厌倦恶心也绝不停下[02:24.366]Wonder the reason I still breath迷茫我存在的意义[02:26.325]Monster in my mind crying day and night脑中的怪物昼夜喧嚣[02:27.890]I can’t defeat I can’t believe难以抵御 难以相信[02:30.505]I can barely sleep辗转难眠[02:31.759]Try to blend in with my surroundings尝试着融入周围的世界[02:34.237]Faking smile I’m talking shit假笑社交 满口违心话[02:35.729]Funny words like “us ”and “we”“我们”从不属于我[02:37.819]There’s only space for “l” and “me”我只有我自己[02:40.066]getting drunk going down in sea i cant breath[02:43.592]im a bad fish with a tag[02:46.152]avoiding every eye contact[02:48.268]you laid trap with fresh bait[02:51.116]trouble i cant pay