[00:14.982] Lately,I feel so alone[00:16.919] Don't even know why I have a phone[00:18.468] Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone[00:20.943] that I could call my-own[00:22.415] It's lonely walking down this road[00:24.258] Fake friends that I didn't have to know[00:26.336] The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I[00:28.168] need 'em and I turn around they just turn-ghost[00:30.390] I feel I'm at an all-time low[00:32.251] I am depressed and it hurts me to know[00:33.993] My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope[00:36.061] She's ignoring every text message I wrote[00:37.972] My anxiety's high, my medication's low[00:40.189] I am so stressed and I hate being home[00:41.871] I sit and overthink everything alone[00:43.969] I wish I had somebody to hold,damn[00:46.382] I'm sick and tired of putting up a front[00:48.532] Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump[00:50.207] I try to stay strong, screaming, "I don't give a ****!"[00:52.384] But if anybody would give it,then I'm the one[00:54.469] I wanna put down my walls and open up[00:56.138] I hide behind this rapper I've become[00:58.448] Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug[01:00.180] No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge[01:02.185] I remember you said my music was wack[01:04.301] Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act[01:05.854] They said the image and the drive is what I lack[01:07.823] Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap[01:10.535] Well, I ignored that, I said, "**** it and snapped[01:12.314] Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?[01:14.246] I didn't need a label to give me a chance[01:16.051] The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man[01:18.226] Buzzin' hard,but to find nothing[01:20.527] Never found someone who really loves me[01:22.600] People comin' around now cause I'm gettin' money[01:24.522] A few plays later, now they all see something[01:26.313] The same guy that is from the start[01:27.878] The same guy my ex left with a broken heart[01:29.949] The same guy who turned music into his art[01:31.823] The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star[01:34.088] I'm twenty-two, and I won't let myself down[01:36.292] I stood up right after I fell down[01:38.062] It's hard to see Heaven when you know you're[01:39.647] Hell-bound[01:40.425] I never really opened up and that's until now[01:42.665] I hope that I never lose you[01:44.605] If I could choose one person, I would choose you[01:46.546] I hope you understand my pain[01:48.001] 'Cause that's something that we all gotta go-through[01:50.794] I hate being down this road[01:51.662] Been down before[01:52.722] I feel like I need you more[01:53.919] I'm so alone[01:54.756] Since I was seven years old[01:56.028] My future's all I'd imagine[01:59.062] And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin;[02:01.328] "Damn it"[02:02.767] This the life, I never planned it[02:05.035] No,I never planned it