[00:25.116]Jasmine: I can't be fun to be around[00:27.871]when I'm not there I hit fast forward[00:31.506]Phoebe: Can't remember where I've been[00:34.058]since fireworks across the street[00:37.272]Jasmine: And when I try it's supermarket lights[00:40.963]you held me by the freezer[00:43.706]Phoebe: And then nothing till your doormat slipping underneath my feet[00:49.477]Jasmine: When I push harder something stops me[00:52.861]like a forcefield like a membrane[00:55.861]Phoebe: Like two north poles like two train doors closing freezer food inside[01:01.496]Jasmine: But I can see you through the window[01:04.899]telling me or telling my brain[01:07.949]Phoebe: It's not broken it's my body telling me to run and hide[01:13.759]Jasmine: But it is not me there[01:16.267]it's someone wearing my hair[01:19.304]Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon[01:25.406]But I'm not even anywhere it's so f**king unfair[01:31.501]They've done this and they still sleep in our room[01:37.879]Jasmine: When there's nothing in my head but the screaming[01:44.083]Got nothing left to dread but my leaving[01:50.515]The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling[01:56.493]I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming[02:26.573]Jasmine: I can't be anyone at all so let me skip to the next chapter[02:33.019]Phoebe: Find connection next to true self[02:36.114]something larger than my life[02:38.748]Jasmine: Where fireworks can't reach me[02:42.063]and the supermarkets greet me[02:45.172]Phoebe: Where potatoes make the faces smiling warmth from deep inside[02:50.883]Jasmine: The deep freeze freezer you'll see me there[02:54.129]with my breathing regulated[02:57.346]Phoebe: Compensated and forgiving for all injuries I find[03:03.019]Jasmine: With my eye movement I'll see you dent cans just to get the discount[03:09.466]Phoebe: We can rewind and un-dent reprocess and desensitise[03:15.479]But now it's not me there[03:17.781]it's someone wearing my hair[03:20.806]Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon[03:26.813]But I'm not even anywhere it's so f**king unfair[03:32.847]They've done this and they still sleep in our room[03:39.103]When there's nothing in my head but the screaming[03:45.861]Got nothing left to dread but my leaving[03:51.872]The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling[03:57.980]I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming[04:04.895]There's nothing in my head but the screaming[04:10.107]Got nothing left to dread but my leaving[04:16.314]The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling[04:21.803]I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming