[00:00.000] 作词 : Chris Chow[00:01.000] 作曲 : Chris Chow[00:09.834]I drew your name into my sleeve,[00:22.312]Then stitched it shut so I could bleed.[00:25.810]You said I’m “light” but held me dark,[00:29.405]A comet crashing through my heart.[00:33.261]You tasted like the edge of sleep,[00:37.161]So close, too much, too far, too deep.[00:40.772]Now I can’t tell what’s real or show—[00:44.217]Did I love you or the overdose?[00:47.818]I bloom in your void, then I disappear,[00:51.559]A hologram crying in cracked bathroom mirrors.[00:55.603]You never touched me, but you haunt my skin,[00:58.804]Your name's in my lungs when I’m breathing sin.[01:02.398]I bloom—I bloom,[01:13.944]But only when I’m losing you.[01:20.683]Your love’s a pill I never chewed,[01:27.993]Swallowed whole in neon blue.[01:31.593]I kissed the sky behind your eyes,[01:35.238]And drowned beneath your second life.[01:38.943]“You're not Rue.[01:40.840]You’re the version I imagined when I needed saving.”[01:44.711]“And I’m not Jules.[01:47.936]I’m just… who you said I was when you were high.”[01:53.540]I bloom in your void, then I disappear,[01:58.878]A hologram crying in cracked bathroom mirrors.[02:02.824]You never touched me, but you haunt my skin,[02:06.087]Your name's in my lungs when I’m breathing sin.[02:09.686]I bloom—I bloom,[02:21.251]But only when I’m losing you.[02:26.530]I bloom—I fade—I glitch—I stay...[02:38.697]Rue... I bloom...[02:48.748]...but not in your way.[02:54.831]