[00:00.000] 作词 : Jvlin/DuckTyoyoung[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jvlin/DuckTyoyoung[00:03.614]作词:Jvlin/Duck T[00:07.159]作曲:Jvlin/Duck T[00:10.628]录音:Jvlin/Duck T[00:14.122]混音制作:Jvlin[00:17.455]母带制作:Jvlin[00:20.887]封面制作:Dizzy[00:24.310]编曲制作:lowtyde[00:26.047][00:26.874]Hook:Duck T[00:27.629]“illusion” fills every night[00:31.887]my love disappear in dumbness time[00:35.360]waiting for other chances[00:39.180]prospect seems hollowness(aware,aware)[00:42.671]when divine right came to me[00:45.860]all on my own[00:49.452]found a corner swallow passive emotion[00:53.462][00:54.192][00:54.533]Verse1: Jvlin[00:55.142]又把夜熬白了[00:56.949]烟灰缸里的量 还在加[00:58.649]饿了泡桶面 渴了灌饮料[01:00.218]日复 一日的慢性自杀[01:02.577]一直都在逃避[01:04.086]逃避成长的代价[01:05.678]可恶梦照样从未迟到[01:07.495]生活仍没有变化[01:09.035]还是一个人吃烤肉[01:10.799]吃鸳鸯火锅[01:12.242]一个人点了半箱[01:13.571]坐在ktv唱着歌[01:15.796]一个人醒来 一个枕[01:17.232]一个浑 身酒味的自己[01:18.685]被催 退房之后[01:19.793]就一直在一条路上开着车[01:22.083]在这 繁华的大城市里[01:24.481]一人三餐过四季[01:26.247]习 惯了听坏消息[01:27.994]习惯了治愈自己[01:29.642]曾是活泼的贫骨头[01:31.313]骨子里刻着自信[01:33.037]而现在 却变成了个[01:34.549]妄自菲薄的闷油瓶[01:37.535]我活着的目的[01:39.956]也变成了安身立命[01:44.416]快乐成了奢侈品[01:47.785][01:49.930]Hook:Duck T[01:50.817]“illusion” fills every night[01:53.923]my love disappear in dumbness time[01:57.638]waiting for other chances[02:01.371]prospect seems hollowness(aware,aware)[02:04.967]when divine right came to me[02:08.292]all on my own[02:11.815]found a corner swallow passive emotion[02:16.745][02:17.546]……[02:31.191][02:41.537]Verse2: Jvlin[02:44.266]我也不想到老了[02:45.236]还没活明白[02:46.093]还在 教训中找真理[02:47.866]不想 在未来 的某天要[02:49.132]去拿钱 砸出副好身体[02:51.018]可真的 真的寸步难进[02:52.943]命运多舛 祸不单行[02:54.576]一步 错 步步错[02:56.110]被迫落进这样的连锁反应[02:58.103]看着身体愈发臃肿[02:59.953]钱包却瘦骨如柴[03:01.670]肆意挥霍 年轻的资本[03:03.558]渐渐开始胡来[03:05.164]也一度 想杀了 自己[03:06.641]默念那会自由的[03:08.103]是母亲的眼泪[03:09.199]淹没那些药片 我才失手了[03:11.612]回头想[03:12.780]该死的从来不是我[03:15.857]可为何绝路上的[03:17.511]那个背影属于我[03:19.498]恶人却过的心安理得[03:22.831]可能是穷凶极恶[03:24.462]更适用于生存法则[03:26.692]一念之差 被踩脚下[03:29.876]成了笑话[03:31.749]也的的确确认清了[03:33.459]人性的真心和真情[03:34.920]都没有钱的面子大[03:39.301][03:39.738]Hook:Duck T[03:40.129]“illusion” fills every night[03:43.636]my love disappear in dumbness time[03:47.191]waiting for other chances[03:51.083]prospect seems hollowness(aware,aware)[03:54.645]when divine right came to me[03:57.744]all on my own[04:01.501]found a corner swallow passive emotion[04:08.653][04:10.618]—《死亡名单》—[04:14.028]