[00:00.000] 作词 : Christian Holden[00:01.000] 作曲 : Christian Holden[00:24.273]Dizzy drunk and throwing up[00:27.029]I finally stopped my spinning[00:29.847]I guess I figured you'd show up[00:32.518]With all my old belongings[00:35.062]Saying "There you go my friend[00:38.009]I'm sure you've saved another"[00:40.183]Collapsing walls around me[00:43.078]I need some brick and mortar[00:48.404]Took a swing at shortened cuts[00:51.253]Made a wrong turn somewhere[00:54.066]Unprepared for ****ing up[00:56.679]Should remind me I'm still there[00:59.489]And I am feeling sharpened splinters[01:04.821]Cutting through my center[01:06.087]To hear you as you're coming around again[01:21.144]You've taken pages from a book[01:23.766]You couldn't see your face in[01:26.329]Claimed the author was a crook[01:29.053]In need of illustration[01:31.812]And you were begging me for more[01:34.517]Did you get what you wanted[01:37.109]The feeling in your fingers[01:39.635]Right back from where you started[01:42.656]You made a map of how you loved[01:45.250]To a perfect circle[01:47.799]I scribbled a Venn diagram[01:50.549]It had me dying for a gram[01:53.302]And I am feeling long cold winters[01:58.695]I'm lost and can't remember[02:00.364]The ways to keep myself as warm as then[03:06.915]You said you see life[03:09.492]In exploding color[03:12.345]Like the flash of stars[03:14.943]Or New England autumn[03:16.754]I should've asked if you could stay[03:19.426]I should've found a way around it[03:22.487]Because now all I see is grey[03:25.059]All trapped in memories that surround it[03:30.507]And in your father's summer home[03:32.977]He squared and framed the question[03:35.754]An old Gazette hung on the wall[03:38.524]Makes me feel cut in sections[03:40.857]And I am shaking off my chagrin[03:46.721]Flaking snow, and dead skin[03:47.900]That buried me in all my past mistakes[04:00.065]I should've asked if you could stay