[00:17.73]Maybe I'm not, maybe I am ready to love again[00:25.76]There's one way to find, that is to dive in headfirst[00:35.51]I think that I could try[00:39.60]Start on you and I[00:43.63]Maybe I could dive in headfirst[00:50.30]I could dive in like open water[00:53.85]Tell you 'bout my mom and all about my father[00:57.59]And how I once was married to a pastor's daughter[01:01.97]I guess I could[01:05.71]I'm not accustomed to opening up[01:09.59]I've fallen in love before, but it wasn't enough[01:13.63]And now I'm ashamed like it's sin[01:17.97]6'3", curly blonde hair and a lot of love to give[01:20.96][01:23.60]And now I'm wondering[01:25.49]If being alone to being afraid to being alone[01:28.77]Makes it worth it to jump again[01:31.62]Will I just go numb again?[01:33.81]And do something dumb again?[01:35.80]Like cheat on my best friend?[01:38.54]A familiar, anxious spiral[01:40.74]I could write these words a thousand times[01:42.83]And recite them like my Holy Bible[01:46.36]Maybe falling in love is vital[01:48.60]And if I don't try now[01:51.10]I won't be able to when I'd like to[01:53.49][01:53.80]Maybe I'm not, maybe I am ready to love again[02:01.73]There's one way to find, that is to dive in headfirst[02:11.68]I think that I could dive in headfirst[02:25.57]After all the things I've done[02:29.71]The last time, how I ****ed it up[02:33.64]Do I really want new love?[02:36.64]Do I even want new love?[02:40.62][02:40.97]Cause I'm tired of being alone[02:43.77]To being afraid of being alone forever[02:47.36]I wanna find love[02:48.29]But lately I'm thinking that I'm not enough[02:51.82]And whether I could dive in headfirst[02:58.40]Could call you up and talk on the phone[03:03.09]Hold your hand and travel the world[03:06.82]Read new books and write our own[03:09.71]We'd make love, create new blood[03:10.80]Become old folks together[03:16.83]Dive in headfirst