[00:05.788]Raybekah & Yungeen Ace[00:06.473]For the boys them o'[00:11.105]I control my destiny[00:14.579]Ooh wee, aah we, oh[00:16.263]I control my destiny[00:18.223][00:18.540]Raybekah[00:18.934]Lately, I've been in my shift[00:22.561]I've been thinking deep[00:24.423]I've been looking at my walls and wailing (Wailing)[00:27.978]Oh lately, I cannot trust anybody (Body)[00:31.783]But everyone gon' betray me[00:33.494]Now every day and I focus on God o'[00:36.264][00:36.521]Raybekah[00:36.806]Oh lately, I been fighting my demons[00:40.962]I been waiting for King Kong[00:43.176]To come to my rescue but he don't[00:45.568]Know what I been through[00:47.194]Lately, papa, they had me cry[00:49.910]Papa, they see me through[00:51.513]A pool of the thick despair, aweh[00:54.481][00:54.814]Raybekah[00:55.247]Oh, I'm praying, praying[00:58.396]Telling Papa God to save me[01:01.164]'Cause the struggle I dey call it (Call it, call it)[01:04.727]Now I'm connected[01:06.813]Connected to thosе (Those) people with thе dey o doubt (O)[01:11.175]When I know how it goes[01:14.127][01:14.488]Yungeen Ace[01:14.697]Yeah, running from my past 'cause it's ugly[01:17.906]Everyone happy besides me[01:20.020]How can I go big when demons in my dreams?[01:22.350]Prayed for this life, but it's not what it seems[01:24.735]You don't know the half where I came from[01:26.878]Scrapped from the bottom, right out of the slums[01:29.324]You don't even know where my life begun[01:32.176]I'm losing connection[01:34.661]I was getting bills, nobody came for me (Nobody came for me)[01:36.982]Calling on the phone I got their answering machines (I got their answering machines)[01:39.188]Alone in my room, I had to cry (I had to cry)[01:41.309]Eight years old, I had to learn to survive[01:43.550]So many times I wanted to quit, I had to try[01:46.004]The ones I love the most, they all went and died on me[01:48.380]I was puttin' on first when they had time for me (They had time)[01:50.729][01:51.271]Yungeen Ace[01:51.790]Oh, oh (Yeah), lately I been in my feelings (I been in my feelings)[01:55.667]I ain't been focused on me (On me)[01:57.524]Handling my demons with God (Handle them with God)[02:00.764]Oh, lately, I, I been forgiving (I been forgiving)[02:04.893]But that don't mean that I been healing (I haven't)[02:07.196]My choices control where I'm living (Damn)[02:08.852][02:09.688]Raybekah, Yungeen Ace[02:09.994]Oh (Oh), I'm praying (I'm praying), praying (I'm praying)[02:13.220]Telling Papa God to save me (Save me)[02:15.542]'Cause the struggle I dey call it (Call it, call it)[02:19.222]Now I'm connected[02:21.220]Connected to those (Those, yeah) people with the dey o doubt (O)[02:25.693]When I know how it goes[02:27.521](I know how it goes, I know how it goes)