[00:00.000] 作词 : Rat Jesu[00:01.000] 作曲 : Rat Jesu[00:18.123]The mirror in the morning light[00:20.810]Leaves my body feeling like[00:23.814]I just drank some pesticide[00:26.786]I can't see my face inside[00:29.744]I'll try my best to paint it on[00:32.633]This body I call a prison[00:35.592]There's a girl inside a cage[00:38.418]While a boy takes center stage[00:41.746]Like an actor on TV[00:44.626]Never been the real me[00:47.055]But changing right now seems like hell[00:49.914]So I'll just learn to hate myself[00:52.974]If you insulate[00:55.590]The self hate[00:56.987]It's now a part of you[00:58.202]You have to kill that too[00:59.541]It's cutthroat[01:01.543]I keep choking on this feeling deep inside[01:05.320]Somethings wrong[01:07.264]I know what it is[01:08.742]But I'm to scared to admit[01:10.671]That I'd rather fail at being a woman[01:13.723]Than go on being a man[01:16.673]If you remember him could you please try to forget if you can[01:22.047]Pray every day Ill wake up in the body I belong[01:27.789]Sometimes I don't know if I am even real at all[01:33.213]I only hope I find the girl inside but even then[01:39.141]If god wasn't a cunt she'd cut me up and try again[01:44.750]Romantic Vivisection[01:49.239]Kill me and then go to heaven[01:52.655]Take me apart and put me back together[01:54.737]As something beautiful forever[01:58.086]Romantic Vivisection