[00:00.000] 作曲 : Berit Dybing/Caroline Pennell/Brandon Hill[00:00.717][00:00.997]Don't really care that I'm at an airport[00:03.467]Every dinner tastes like cardboard[00:06.687]Every song has all of the same chords[00:09.403][00:12.857]All of my clothes don't fit in the same way[00:15.864]Every step forward feels like a mistake[00:19.386]I still pretend I know what he would say[00:22.348][00:23.954]But I don't[00:28.487]Never will[00:31.704]And it's fine[00:34.919]But it's also really not[00:37.317][00:37.583]I'm halfway good, halfway bad[00:40.546]Halfway really fxcking mad[00:43.494]Almost wish it would pass[00:46.725]Halfway kinda want it back[00:49.144][00:49.955]Halfway meeting someone else[00:52.894]Halfway nothing really helps[00:55.894]Me unfeel how I felt[00:58.875]Halfway back to myself[01:01.525][01:02.595]I, I[01:08.239][01:09.039]I used to think those nights were the hardest[01:12.191]Pain right there that spot where your heart is[01:15.671]I didn't know that I would be missing[01:18.891]How good it hurt how good it hurt[01:20.761][01:21.837]It's better than whatever the hell this is[01:25.061]Sitting alone and secretly wishing[01:28.001]You'll come and hurt me all over again[01:31.222]Maybe it's worse maybe it's worse[01:33.389][01:33.931]Or it's not[01:36.606]Yes it is[01:39.294]And I'm fine[01:42.540]But I'm also really not, I'm[01:46.296][01:46.571]Halfway good, halfway bad[01:48.441]Halfway really fxcking mad[01:51.389]Almost wish it would pass[01:54.641]Halfway kinda want it back[01:57.605][01:57.862]Halfway meeting someone else[02:00.811]Halfway nothing really helps[02:03.779]Me unfeel how I felt[02:07.021]Halfway back to myself[02:09.731][02:10.826]Ahhhh[02:14.041]Ahhh[02:16.716]Ahhhh[02:19.911]Ahhh[02:23.131]Ahhhh[02:26.061]Ahhh[02:29.356]Ahhhh[02:32.550]Ahhh[02:34.966][02:35.223]I'm halfway me, halfway you[02:38.150]Halfway trying to undo[02:41.121]Halfway scared that I'll forget all the good things we went through[02:47.611]Halfway here, halfway trying[02:50.562]To just feel like I'm not dying[02:53.779]Halfway put you on a shelf[02:57.267]Halfway back to myself[02:59.407][03:00.478]I'm